Nineteen - Twenty Seven || JJK || ✔️ [EDITED ✔️]

CHAP 32: Together Again

Y/N's POV:

As soon as I stepped through the door, the weight of the evening's events pressed heavily upon my chest. The argument with Jungkook at the club replayed in my mind, each harsh word and accusing glare slicing deeper than the last. 

It wasn't just the public humiliation that hurt, it was the fact that Jungkook had misunderstood my relationship with Taehyung. He thought I had left him for Taehyung, and that misconception cut me to the core.

The pain I had been holding inside for so long finally erupted. I closed the door behind me, leaned against it for a moment, then slid down to the floor. My sobs started softly, but quickly grew louder, turning into anguished screams. I clawed at my chest, as if trying to physically remove the heartache.

The intensity of my cries echoed through the house. I heard the main door opening, must be them. I hear several footsteps coming towards my room. They started banging the door but I didn't allow them inside because of how humiliated I was feeling.

I screamed on top of my lungs letting out all the pain. I started getting panic attacks and suddenly fell unconscious on the hard floor.

They all came inside pushing the door.

They picked me up and laid me on the bed. Namjoon sprinkled some water on my face to wake me up, I hissed because of the throbbing headache I felt in my head.

"Are you okay. Are you hurt somewhere?" Taehyung asks with the most concerned voice as his eyes scanning my body.

I looked up at them, my expression a mixture of pain and desperation. "He thinks I left him for you," I choked out. "He thinks I betrayed him."

Jungkook's face flashed in my mind—his hurt, his anger, the way he had looked at me as if I was a stranger. The boys exchanged glances, realizing the depth of the misunderstanding.

"Calm down Y/N!" Namjoon said holding my shoulders.

"Why did you all came in? LEAVE ME ALONE!"

Did he really mean what he said? All this time he thought of me like that? 

"Okay we will leave, first you take your medicines and then we will go." Jin said looking at me with concerned eyes.

"I don't want to take those, I just want to be alone!"

"Y/N, just forget what you saw okay?" Namjoon said.

"HOW CAN I? THE MAN I LOVE THINKS ABOUT ME LIKE...."

"I know, but you need to calm down. It's not good for your brain, please calm down and have your medicines."

"I DON'T CARE, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"

Namjoon instantly hugged me to calm my mind and body while I tried to push him but he held me more tight in his embrace making me stop my actions.

"Shhssshh, It's okay...please calm down Y/N. Take deep breaths." He moves his hand up and down on my back gently, I didn't tried to push him anymore and soon I melted under his touch.

"Please have your medicines and sleep. Please Y/N!!" He said in his most calmest voice to convince me.

He pulled away from the hug when he felt my heartbeat become normal. He looked me in my eyes which shows immense pain and betrayal. He wiped my tears while caressing my cheeks.

"Joon, he...why did he speak about me like that? Does he thinks of me this low? He--"

"Y/N, it was his mistake, I can't change what happened earlier but please don't punish yourself for that, you are still not fully recovered. You can't put pressure on your brain."