Without you I'm nothing

Chapter-09(Stop it)

Harry's POV
'I kissed him.. No he kissed me.. Yeah he was the one who kissed me.. Don't think too much Harry.. It's just the heat of the moment.. Don't think about him.. Don't think about his fucking face.. He's not anything to you..'

I don't know why I was talking about him. He's not a man who born for me but my heart avoid to take this comment. I was lying on my bed watching ceiling while thinking about the man who doesn't give any attention to me.

Whenever I was talking to Queenie I felt his angry gaze on me. That time only he gave attention to me but why got angry? Maybe he also have feelings on me like I've little crush on him.. little? Yeah.

But tomorrow I've to act like nothing happened today. That's what I planning but who knows what will happen tomorrow. Stop thinking too much and sleep.

Third person POV
The sun rose on the sky with a mesmerized sight. The city of NY people start their day with a busy mind. Everyone has different goals, wishes and expectations.

Some are walked on the sideway road fast. When one bike cross on the street faster than lighting so everyone looked at the man but unfortunately the man already gone.

It's Harry who waked up early and drove fast but he's more than good at riding. He stopped his bike and walked inside of the restaurant hurry burry. There are fine floor in the restaurant.

First floor for american foods. Second floor for foreign foods and third for reservation area. Fourth floor for various department who worked in finance, marketing and operation. They worked over five restaurant of 'Royal star'(Matt's restaurant name) then fifth floor for Matt and Nicola cabin.

Harry entered into the elevator after saw no sign of Matt. He reached fifth floor and peaked his head out to see if Matt already came or not but as his surprise Matt didn't come yet.

He walked towards his table and sat. He took the notes in the draw where he was noted the details about what Matt will do today but something stick his mind so he came forth floor. Kat rushed from his cabin to see his assistant Queenie but I stopped her.

Kat: What happened?
She asked confusedly. I looked around before ask her.
Harry: Why Matt is not come yet?
She pulled her wrist softly from my grib and asked.

Kat: Didn't he inform you anything?
Harry shakes his head as 'no'. Clary sighed and said.
Kat: He went to visit his California restaurant.. So he'll not come today..
Harry was shocked but he asked.

Harry: But he has meetings..
Kat: Then cancel it.. But I don't know why he forgot to tell you.. It's okay.. Go and do any other work..
She said and smiled at him before walked away.
Harry stood up with a disappointed and a angry face. He closed his eyes to control his fuming lava which is forming inside him.

That day went slowly but not bad. He has company with Queenie. She shared his past incidence about college days.
Harry laughed and enjoyed her company but his mind try to broke that happiness whenever he laugh loudly.

He again thought about that night but dragged by Queenie. He don't want to talk about last night with anyone especially Matt but he hoped Matt would talk. But that man gone to California. Harry felt his head gonna explore anytime.

Next day morning Harry and Queenie sat on the coffee shop which is located next street from the restaurant.

Harry: Why do you like black coffee?
Queenie wiggled her eyebrows before burst out laugh.
Harry: Why are you laughing?
He also smiled. He asked because Matt also drink the same coffee but without sugar.

Queenie: What I could give a reason for your question? Umm..
She put her index finger on his forehead.
Harry smiled at her expression and sipped his coffee.
Queenie: When I was a child my grandfather made black coffee and gave it to me.. After I drank it I started liked it..

She said while gave a innocent smile. Harry laughed before said.
Harry: Queenie.. I'm gay..
Queenie put his coffee cup on the table. The shocked face showed something.
Harry felt regret for said it without giving any hint. But that girl smiled at him.

Harry: Hey-
Queenie: Hey.. I already have doubt..
Harry surprised. He looked at her without blinking.
Queenie: I flirted to you everyday but you didn't give any fucking clue about you affect by me.. But..
Harry looked at her suspiciously because he don't know what she going to say.

Queenie: But I saw jealousness when you saw our boss with his so called friend..
Harry jaw dropped but he controlled himself before took water and drunk. Queenie laughed at him.
Harry: That's not true..

Queenie: You know that's true.. Okay.. Do you have crush on him?
She leaned in a teasing way. Harry blushed and said.
Harry: No.. He's just my boss.. Nothing between us..
He looked away from her gaze. But a little smile appeared the corner of his lips.

Suddenly he felt someone watching them so he looked out but one car moved form the place fastly so he again start the conversation with her.

Once they came into the office Queenie pulled Harry by his wrist and asked.
Queenie: Do you want to hide your sexuality or?
Harry smiled and said.
Harry: I don't want to hide it.. I said late to you because I didn't get any chance before..

He don't know why that girl act nicely to him but he likes that kindness and caring. So he pulled her into the hug. She smiled and hugged him back.

But before they pulled back Harry felt strong arm pulled his arm from Queenie. He looked at the man who's separate them. Both Harry and Queenie looked at Matt shocked. Matt staring at Harry with a fuming eyes. His face showing different emotions.

Queenie: Mr. Matt-
Matt: STOP IT..
He shouted without breaking eye contact with Harry. Harry startled at the rough voice. Everyone looked at the place.
They're in forth floor so each and every workers stood up to see what's happening. Matt turned and looked at Queenie.

Matt: Why are you always running behind him? Didn't you see he's not giving any interest to you?
Harry: Matt-
Matt: Shut the fuck up..
He said at Harry sternly then looked at Harry. Harry looked down but anger consumed him little by little.
Matt: He's gay..
Queenie: Huh?

Harry already heard what Matt said so he looked at Matt with widened eyes.
Matt: Harry's gay you idiot..
He said loudly to hear everyone at the room. Harry felt his eyes filled with tears. His legs getting weak.
Queenie looked around and then Harry.

Matt closed his eyes before turning to look into Harry's eyes.
He looked into Harry's chocolate brown eyes. Harry blinked a drop of tears fell from his right eye.

Matt: Harry-
He opened his mouth but Harry ran from the place. Matt felt pain in his heart but he didn't stop Harry. Kat walked towards him.

Kat: Why did you tell this loud?
She asked calmly. Matt closes his eyes and said.
Matt: He wasn't gone because of this..!