hard to get

two : iris

                                                                                   iris - new friendship

    it was saturday and we stayed up all night talking about jake. he told me to take it slow and to just become friends with him, then bestfriends, then, you know what. so, today.. I have to have a conversation with him,  fuck.

  so, we came up with a plan. basically, I would mistake his room for the bathroom and hopefully, we'll have a real conversation. the plan starts now. "bro, hurry the fuck up!" junior said shoving me outside his room.

  "okay" I whispered to myself. jakes room was right next to juniors so I was already standing in front of his door. I took a deep breath and I walked in. there he was, I think he was on call with someone because his phone was on the side of his head.

  "shit, my bad dude.. I thought this was the bathroom." I said, nervously. I bit the inside of my cheek silently waiting for a response. "uh, its cool.. the bathroom is downstairs by the way" he said, smiling a bit.

  "alright, thanks. cool room by the way. I like the flag." I smirked. he blushed and didn't say anything. I chuckled and walked out, blushing. holy shit.. I just did that..  I ran to juniors room again and told him what his cousin said.

  "okay, that's good, he blushed! time for plan 2." junior smirked. "okay.. what is it?" I said, slightly nervous of what I would have to do next.  "okay so this is simple! I'll go out to the store and you'll stay. then, watch something sad or something, just something to make you cry. then after that, just cry kind of loud and go to the living room, he'll for sure hear you there. last step, just wait for him to come down and he'll hopefully comfort you."

  and that plan, also, starts now.

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  okay, to cry.. I just have to think of something sad i guess. about 5 minutes passed and i just kept thinking of practically anything. junior went to his room and i guess plan 2 had started.

  i cried quietly thinking about my dad and just other random shit. crying quietly went to sobbing, then sobbing hysterically. 1, 2, 3, 4 minutes passed and jake went downstairs to get some water. i actually didnt wanna talk to him because now i was actually crying and yeah, its kind of embarrassing SOBBING in front of your crush.

  i looked away and just stared blankly at the black TV. jake seemed to notice me and went up to me..

  "hey devon.. you okay? where's that bitch junior." he mumbled. i smiled in awe. "but dont worry about it, i'm okay.." i said, obviously lying. i didnt wanna sound like a pick me bitch so i really wanted him to just leave.

  "uuh, i know were not close but just know you could talk to me. i dont think i could relate to you with anything you're going through but its worth a try.." jake said, putting his head down obviously embarrassed.

  "thanks, i appreciate it. uh.. im gonna head to juniors room, see you later?" I said, visibly blushing. "yeah, totally." he smiled. I awkwardly got up and walked quickly upstairs making my way to juniors room.

  "dude, I just fucking talked to him." i said, blushing. "okay first of all, calm the fuck down weirdo.. its weird to hear someone talk about my cousin like this," he said, raising his eyebrow.

  "yeah yeah whatever but seriously, he's so nice like ugh, I wish he liked me the way I do." I smiled. "yeah okay whatever, but you have to buy him a gift tomorrow tho." junior said, rolling his eyes. 

  "whatever bitch.." I mumbled.

note - sorry i havent updated in months, im busy but i will be updating every 1-2 days now! please correct any mistakes as english is not my first language. thank you!