Dear Hann,
I guess last time was plainly just coincidental. Or maybe you just needed some distraction. I was already done with you. Why did you come back and confuse me again?
I was laughing on New year's eve. I didn't expect you to open up. I didn't expect myself to be so bothered. I planned on becoming just a friend. So why was I expecting that there's more?
It's been two months since then. And I don't think I could lie and say I'm not thinking of you. But if I'm also honest with myself, I know I don't love you yet. And I'm actually scared if my feelings would continue. I'm also scared of hurting you.
It's seems impossible for us to be more than friends. And I might not even see you again. So I'll just treasure what we are right now. This mysterious uknown.
Someday, you would find peace. Someday, you could forgive her. Someday, you would find the right one.
And in the future, I hope we are healed. I hope we are happy. I hope we are nurtured. I hope our feelings are requitted. And I hope we can still be friends.
-Iza
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Inside Her Head S1
Non-FictionThe best way to keep a diary, is by making it public. Because secrets are best hidden on the most unexpected places... Or rather, pages. 😉 "You'll never hear my thoughts. You can only read them." -Krizia PS: Check out S2 if you enjoyed reading. 😊
