S.E.A.L

~TIME~

"In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes"

Uhh...Hey Ro, what are you doing here? I said opening the door for her to come in. I heard the interview earlier and I came to see you because honestly I miss the hell out you.  Hmm, is that so? So what happened with you and Dallas? Jay, he wasn't what I needed or wanted for that matter, what I need I lost 6 years ago when I left.  So you figured that out now, that what we had was right for you. Yes, I'll give anything to get it back. Ro you know what kind of position you put me in with Ti and Li? I know and it was stupid of me to do I wasn't thinking straight at the time. Please Jay can we just go back to how it was? Ro why didn't you fight for it? I didn't see or hear from you for two years.  You just gave in and left that night and never looked back. The doorbell rang again before she could answer the question. This time it was Lisa at the door. She just stared at me with her big brown eyes. She knows what that does too me.

           Come in Li I said. So let me guess you heard the interview too? Yeah and I want to say I am sorry for how I left things with us. Really Li, you think that's going to be enough. You left me and took your, scratch that... our kids and then ran off with some light skinned nigga with braids and gray eyes. Oh to top it off you out here running around pulling missing pranks and shit! Jay I know what I did was foul but you weren't completely in the wrong either and you know as I do what I am talking about. You have your dirt that contributed to this break up too. I tried to apologize to you over a 100 times, sent flowers, I almost damn near stalked yo ass.  But you would never take my calls or answer the door when I came over.  And the one day that I did see you for you to get the girls. You pushed me away. So yeah I stopped I figured you were over us. What did you expect me or any of us for that matter to do? I expected you to... The final ring of the night, and I knew exactly who it was. I knew she would be last to come, because she's stubborn and I know she's the one that's going to go the hardest on me.

           Hey Ti I said opening the door so she could come in. Hey Baby she said as she kissed me on the cheek, I didn't stop her. What yall doing here she said to Li and Ro as she walked into the living room. Ti you know why they are here I said sitting down on the other couch. So are you here about the interview too? Yeah I came because I am through playing games with you Jay. I want us back and I want it now. Oh so now you want it back? No more games Jay I am serious, I love you. Let me get this straight we break up 6 years ago I pretty much fall off the face of the earth, you three go on with your lives, I do one interview and all the sudden you want what we had back?  Yeah pretty much they said in unison.  All I could do was laugh. They were looking at me like I had lost my mind. What the fuck is so funny Ti said.

This whole situation is funny to me. The fact that now that you all want it back, I am just supposed to forget all the heart ache yall put me through. I am supposed to forget the year and a half I spent walking around in denial looking at yall live it up while I was dying on the inside and outside literally. By this time I was crying but not hysterically it was a cold cry. I am supposed to forget not one but two, failed suicide attempts, thank god I did because the two of you went off and had babies, you married some thug nigga, and Carmen San Diego over here was playing around in the jungle. I knew that hit a nerve cause not only was Ro and Li crying, I had successfully succeeded in making Tionne cry, and that's not an easy thing to do. You know what it's okay though because I can be the bigger person in this say that I forgive all three of you and admit myself that I had a role in the split. But never once did I even think about doing the things that yall did to me back. I said wiping the last tear from my face and standing up and walking over to the window. I wasn't trying to crush them I was trying to let them know that a simple apology wasn't going to work.

I felt hands go around my waist and then a kiss I hadn't felt in 6 years on my neck. Baby I am so sorry for how we treated you. More importantly for how I treated you Trust me if we had known about what was going on we would have been back a long time ago. Jay can we please just go back to the way were before all this shit happened.  She said turning me around to face here. If you hadn't figured it out yet it was Ti. I saw Ro and Li behind her. Please Jay we want us back Ro said. I looked at Li, she was staring at me but I could read her and know exactly what she was thinking. So are we gonna start over? Ti said looking me dead in my eye. At that moment the hurt of the past 6 years flashed through me, all the hospital visits, the late night debating whether to just end it all, came down to this one moment. The three women that I love with all my heart were back. I wasn't gonna pass up this chance not again. Ti I paused for a minute. We... we are going to do this again, but this time there is no stopping, we're stuck with each other you hear me. Ti just grabbed me and kissed me like no tomorrow, like I got weak in the knees from the kiss. Then Ro and finally Li, it felt good to have them back in the house, my life, and hopefully our bed.  Don't ever scare us like that ever again they said holding on to me. 
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So look who came running back. Jay was throwing some serious shade at the girls. But what was her role in the break up?