He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

11. Begin 💜

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

You:

Good morning, Hyejinshi!

If it's okay with you, can we meet this coming Sunday?

It's the weekend, I think you will be free and I usually don't have any schedule on Sundays.

Kim Hyejinshi:

Good morning , Jungkookshi!

That's really a great idea. I am okay with this so let's meet on Sunday.

You:

Perfect, then see you on Sunday in the morning around 9 am. I will let you know the place before we start, on the same day.

Kim Hyejinshi:

Sure. Take care and please don't skip your meals, Sir.

"Sir? She is addressing me as sir? Why am I feeling distant all of a sudden? But when was I close to her?

I think Sunday will be our first meeting, before that all are coincidences", I said to myself and suddenly I remembered Jimin's words.

End this as soon as possible!

Let's do that. I just have to meet her once to lessen my guilt. It's for myself. It's not for her, so let's end this as soon as possible.

I sighed heavily after deciding to end this before the start.

JUNGKOOK'S POV ends.

"Why is he not replying to me?", I am gritting my teeth not out of anger but out of anxiety.

Am I being too cringey? But I just wanted him to take care of himself.

Is that wrong? He read the message then why didn't he reply to me?

I am getting annoyed with sudden ignorance.

But why? It's not like he should give all the attention to me.

"Fine, let him be himself and I will be myself", I shrugged off as if its not affecting me at all.

I am going back to our dorm to tell everything that has happened before my shift and after the shift to Misoo.

"I just have to be myself, there is no need to impress him. Anyways he has seen me at my worst.....when I am crying over my break up in the concert and on the Han bridge.

It's not like we will meet again. Today will be our first and last meeting", I am trying to convince myself to not get involved more into the situation.

"Who knows? You may have to be with him forever. We never know what's in our fate Hyejin-a.

Maybe God is willing to make your life happy, at least now, by giving you the person who always made you happy", Misoo added dramatically after listening to me, her words made me smirk as she was imagining something absurd.

"Oh God! No! You started your day dreaming again. But try to be more realistic Misoo-a. That's not going to happen. I have to consider myself lucky for meeting him like this", I rolled my eyes at my luck so far but now I am feeling incredibly lucky.

"Everything seems so unreal to me and now you are trying to give false hopes uh? But who said I am not happy? I have my dream job, my soul mate and her parents who are now my parents too. I am more than happy.

Now stop being stupid and please give me any lip tint that suits my skin tone", bringing her back to reality, slightly pushing her to the direction of the wardrobe in her room at home, I am getting ready for a date with my bias.