He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

12. Her 💜

JUNGKOOK'S POV

She was startled by my voice. Did I scare her?

Why is she looking at me like she has seen a ghost? Her eyes may come out at any time if I don't say anything.

Do I look scary? I don't think so.

When I checked myself earlier, I was good.

I am also in shock at the sight as no one got scared because of my looks.

"Kim Hyejinshi? Are you okay?" I asked out of pure concern as I might have really scared her and started moving where she was standing.

This made her eyes go wide and I think now she realized she is staring at me for a while now.

"I am sorry. I am trying to convince myself that it's real, so I was spaced out for a while", she averted her gaze from me and is trying to look everywhere but me.

"This cafe is really comfortable and the view from here is amazing. Is this cafe yours? I mean you are the only one here so...", I am amazed with the interior of the cafe and also curious why it's empty even with its elegance.

It looked so beautiful yet simple.

"It's actually my grandmother's cafe. Park Eunhye, my grandmother and so the cafe's name, Eunhye's cafe", she is explaining with her hands in the air and the excitement in her eyes didn't go unnoticed by me.

So she is as excited as me for this.

"The front of the building is a cafe and the back is our house. I used to stay here with her when she was with me but now she is with my uncle in the US, so this cafe remains closed for the time being", she is giving me a small tour in the cafe.

"It's too beautiful to be closed. I really hope your grandmother returns soon and starts the business again.

I guess this place used to have tons of customers, am I right?" I was kind of disappointed when I learnt that this cafe remained closed all this time.

"Please be seated, Sir. Do you want something to drink or eat?" She is clearly trying to change the topic as if she is not willing to talk about her grandmother anymore.

She called me sir again? That word is getting on my nerves now.

I shouldn't let her notice this or should I ask her not to call me sir?

For now, let's just come to the point. I am again spaced out but responded as soon as possible.

"No, that's fine. Actually I am very thankful for whatever you have done the other day in the concert.

I was completely fine after that and I forgot that I had trouble breathing", placing my hands on the table and trying to collect more words to make the conversation go smoothly, I looked at her.

"It's my pleasure but I did my job. I would have done the same, whoever is there in your place", she is trying to be professional but I am pissed off right away and I released a heavy breath.

What? Whoever? So I am just no one to her but just a patient.

This is really unfair.

But what am I even expecting from a person who is going to be a professional doctor soon but from what I feel she is already.

I am mentally screaming and I didn't let her know that I am upset with her now.

Maybe I am expecting her to do that to me

Only me

I immediately shrugged it off and mentally slapped myself for being stupid.

"I am sorry for whatever I said then, I didn't know the situation. I blurted out many mean things, usually I won't be like that but I don't know what took over me that day, I was so mean and didn't give you a chance to defend yourself", I came out of the battle with myself and came to the point because of which I am here.