Killing Boys – Ariana POV
Present Day – Tommy's Studio
"Now to move on to more sensitive questions, if you're up for it" I hear Zac ask.
This question got me a bit intrigued, and my attention couldn't have been more focused on this girl I once used to call mine.
I saw the camera focusing on Y/N as she looked at Zac, throwing him a slightly tense smile as she sat back up upright on the couch. I could see that this question was getting her nervous by the second.
"Uhm, sure. I mean, it depends on how sensitive the topic is Zac." Y/N's voice kind of shook as she answered.
I had my suspicion as to what it was going to be about. I had secretly been keeping an eye on everything that Y/N was doing since I broke up with her. My heart broke at the reminder of seeing her in a state I had never wanted to see her.
"It's about your struggle with addictions." Zac said to her, as the camera focused back on Y/N to record her attention.
"You don't have to answer any of that, babes." I heard an off-screen Lauren say.
"I swear to go stop calling her "babes"" I said under her breath but apparently still loud enough for Tayla to let out a chuckle at my comment.
I felt my heart pinch slightly as I saw the most caring gaze from Y/N directed at Lauren and that camera managed to capture it all.
"She used to look at me like that. I have lost her." I whispered to myself.
"With that attitude, you're definitely going to, if not already." I heard Tommy say from afar, in a very nonchalant tone.
Y/N had been a bit silent during this time, seemed like she was weighing her options when Zac disclosed the next question's topic.
"If you had asked me about this a couple of months ago, I would have honestly told you to go fuck yourself Zac." Y/N said, slightly chuckling.
I recognized that Y/N. She was deflecting how she must have still been hurt by that moment in her life. I know I was.
Seeing how she was the shadow of herself in all these tabloid pictures. How she was so aggressive and confrontational when that was the furthest from how she really was.
I knew she was in a dark time in her life. And I had signed a contract to not reach out to her so I couldn't even do anything.
Flashback – A little over a year ago – Ariana's home
My heart dropped as I scrolled past some Instagram posts in #Y/F/N Y/L/N. It was pictures of Y/N looking sickly like, tired and worn out. In a lot of pictures, she was seen holding an alcohol flask. Her once beautiful skin now looked rough with nearly puffed-out red eyes. I recognized that look because that's what Pete looked like on daily basis.
I knew it was the sign of alcohol and drug abuse.
Feeling absolutely helpless sitting in the middle of my label's meeting concerning some release they were planning, I quickly opened my texts.
I saw Scooter lean over to me, quickly glancing at my phone. Annoyed, I stuck my phone right in his face, nearly hitting his nose.
"I'm not texting her. Happy?" I snapped at him.
I noticed that this cause the meeting to go silent, and Scooter cleared his throat in a sign to keep the meeting going.
As people started talking again, Scooter leaned over to me and whispered.
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Do Not Want (Ariana/You)
Fanfiction"BREAKING NEWS: Y/N has just released her new album "Do Not Want" after one year of absolute silence. The album features all sorts of different mixes of genres, which proves once again great talent from this young artist. Sources close to the artist...