Living with the trouble maker

Chapter 49 ( Kendall) (Drity Dancing)

I am flat ironing Jesica's hair .
I did the same thing to mine earlier .

" So Bo claimed nothing happened with him and Susan do you think I should believe him or what " she asks me

" I think you have to unless it some how proves to be wrong " I tell her

" Are you going to forgive Derek" she asks me

The truth is I am mad but I am Also mad at Shane and I am mad at myself because of how I feel about Shane .

" I guess " I say

" I mean boys do things it don't mean that he is not a good boyfriend " she tell me

I give her a half smile .

There is a knock on the door .

" Hey Jessica mom is on the phone in the kitchen she said your cell is not working " Shane says

She gets up and goes to talk to Linda .

" Kendall " he says

I don't want to look at him .
I just can't believe how many times I have been mad at this boy since I been here .
He got this southern boy charm and I am like hypnotized then he hurts me and I wake up , only to be
Put under his speed again .

" Kendall please I am sorry and. I was wrong I didn't. Think it would hurt you , I was trying to prove something to you but it don't make it right . I do think you deserve better . But that ain't my choice " he says

" Shane you took my boyfriend to a strip club you had to know I would be mad " she yells

" Yea mad I can take that but not hurt , I hate that I hurt you ." He says he seems sincere.

" You didn't not really " I say
And I do mean it .
It didn't bother me that much . I did not like he left without telling me I felt very disrespected but I was not hurting .

" you said I did last night " he tells me

Does Shane Pitts actually care .

" I was mad and upset but really I understand he is a boy and you are too and you both are use to have girls and doing things " I say

" The difference is he has you" he says and leaves

Did he mean if he had me he would not go to strip club .

Jesica Rushes in with a big smile on her face .
"Bo just texted the whole school , is going to a club tonight so you can show us those L.A. moves " she says

Jesica got Gunner to make us fake ids so I guess that is how everyone else got in here too .

And everyone is acting like they never been to a club before .

" You have not answered my text or calls " I hear from behind me

I turn around and see Derek with puppy dog eyes and all .

" I guess you know how I feel " I say and take my drink which is sweet and walk past him

He grabs my arm and says

" I didn't mean to , and I am very sorry please this can't be the end " he begs

Honestly I don't know if I want this to be the end of us or not .
I just want to drink and have fun time with my friends .

We toast like 15 times . We dance and have a great time . I am on the floor and in my own little world then I turn face to face with Shane .
" Oh hey " I say
Which is the friendliest I been with him in days
His face lights up .
" Hey it is a fun time huh" he asks