It has been a week since Shane broke up with me .
I didn't go out the weekend and actually Jessica stayed with me she has been so good threw this whole thing.
All week at school I had my friends by my side and also Arron been hanging with us .
He seems nice I might have judge him before .
And Christina thinks he is gay .
I have to admit why does he want to hang with 4 girls if he is not gay .
I been avoiding Shane . I get up early and eat cereal and Jessica does too and we go to school early and I only see him from a distance. I try not to look at him because it hurts too much .
I am waiting for that day when it gets easier , when we can eat at the same table again .
It been a long day at school and I just want to go home and take a nap . My friends are going to get a burger , I told them to go ahead .
" so where is the rest of the girls " Arron asks
He is holding on tight to his back pack or so it seems
" They went to eat " I tell him
His blonde hair is falling in his eyes
He pushes back and smiles
" we can hang if you want " he suggests
" I am actually going home to take a nap " I say
" oh " he says
" I know I am wild " I say and laugh at my own stupidness
" Umm well I actually wanted to ask you something , " he says
He lets out a breath and he seems nervous.
" I have a extra ticket to the Garth Brooks
Concert it is at mobile thou " he tells me
I love concerts . But I mean I don't want to lead him on .
" It is Saturday and I will have you home by midnight " he tries to convince me
" Um can you give me until tomorrow to decide " I beg
" Of course" he says
He leaves and I finish getting my things .
" Hi" I hear the voice that I have found so much confront from
I turn around because I know I have to .
I am just going to pretend like it is not hurting me . That is until I know I can't no more .
" Hi Shane "
" Can I give you a ride " he asks
He has his hands in his pockets and he is moving back and froth .
" Umm actually I have become fond of walking so I am just goin to walk thank you " I tell him
His face looks sad , but I can't feel bad for him when my heart is breaking .
" ok well how have you been" he asks
Why is he asking ?
Dose he even care ?
I momentarily think of telling him
{ how have I been well you broke my heart into a million pieces and then stomp on it and I am sure you are just fine prombly already moved on }
But I don't say that
I just took at him and get the nerve to say
" Shane I have been good and you "
" miserable " he claims
This makes me think.
Is he lieing.
Why when he was the one who broken up with me .
It makes me think when he broke up with Samatha I had asked him how he was and he told me he was fine because he was the one who did the breaking up . But he did the. Breaking up this time too and he claim s he is miserable.
I just need to get away from him.
" I have to go " I say and try to walk away
But he moves and blocks me
" Please give me a minute " he begs
" Ok what do you want Shane" I say with so much inpatients
" I just miss you " he tells me
How dare he .
" Shane this was your ideal I would still be with you if had not broke up with me but I am glad we did " I say
" You are " he says and there is no way to hide the hurt in his voice
" I am glad because " I start to say but he interruptes me
" You have moved on" he says
He is looking down and playing with his fingers like he does
Why would he think I have moved on?
I mean who even could I have moved on with?
" I have not moved on no where near it " I admit
He looks I see something that makes me think of hope flicker in his eyes
" you have not moved on " he asks
" No but I am glad because this was going to happen and better now because later I would have been even more hurt " I say
" ii" he stutters
He quickly recovers and says
" I never meant to hurt you "
Maybe he didn't but he had to think he would because everyone else did .
" I figured out a way it was right in front us the whole time " he says
What this he talking about ?
" What " I say
" If you get on birth control then we won't have to worry if I get swept away with you again because you can't get pregnant " he says
So this is really what the break up was about ?
" so you want me to get on the pill " I ask
" I think it is a good option " he says
If he would have said this before he broke up with me I probably would have done it no questions asked but he hurt me so much .
" oh hey " Arron says as he walks back up
" We are in a conversation " Shane tells him rudely
" I am sorry I just wanted to let you know if you decide
To go to the concert it starts at 7 but it is a long drive so I was thinking we can leave around 4:00" Arron says
" What concert , wait long drive like out of town , Kendall you can't go out of town with this boy you don't even know " Shane says all at once
How can he think he has a right to tell me what to do .
" Shane " I say to calm him
" Don't you see because I seen It from the first day he is trying to get in your pants , you can't go out of town it is just not going to happen , I won't let it " he screams
" you won't let it " I say to him
" Arron I would love to go and I will be ready by 4 "
I tell him
Shane mouth drops
Arron leaves happy
I look at Shane almost like I don't know who he is
He was mean to me when I first got here then he wanted me then he didn't then he did and he wanted a relationship then he broke up then he wants to get back together . It could all of this have something to do with Arron he has been hanging around a lot .
" Kendall you have to rethink this "
He begs
Is this just him being jealous?
I have to admit he looks hot when he is jealous
" did you want to get back together , because you think he wants me , he is just a friend " I tell him
" no I want to be with you and trust me he don't wan to be your friend " he tells me
" See ya Shane " I say and leave
YOU ARE READING
Living with the trouble maker
RomanceKendall Meddler moves in with ,her mothers old Collage friend The Pitts who has a son and the closer she gets to Shane Pitts the hard everything gets .
