Kane's P.O.V.
Currently I'm live streaming. Talking to the stars and answering questions. We had finished filming and making tiktoks earlier this morning. It was currently 5p.m.
I was answering questions ranging from my favourite color to what anime I'm currently watching to stuff about the guys. One question in particular catches my attention.
"Why do u & Ryan not hang out as much as everyone else?"
That one caught me off guard but I didn't answer it. I lasted another 5 minutes until the question bothered me to much to continue. I said a quick goodbye to the stars and got off. Thoughts were circling through my head like, 'Do I really not talk to Ryan that much?' 'Does everyone think we aren't close?' and so on. The truth is, I've liked Ryan for some time. He's the one who I do anime tiktoks with, he's the one who comforts me when I need it, he's the one who would hug me if I needed it.
I finally thought that I would ask Ryan to hang out. So, I got up and went to his room. When I got there, he was gaming with Justin. Ryan turned to look at who had walked in and said a "What's up?" before turning back to the game.
"Not much." I responded.
"Shit!" Justin yelled as he died in Valorant. "Well, now that I'm dead, I'm going to go eat something."
And with that, he left.
"Hey Ryan, are you hungry?" I asked.
"Yeah a bit. Why?" He wondered.
"I was going to get an Acai bowl and I know you like them too. Do you want one?"
"Hell yeah I do." was his answer to that question.
He got distracted by his excitment and ended up dying in the game. That didn't change his mood though. It was cute how he smiled.
"Ok, it should be here soon." I told him.
"Thank you and sounds good, this means one more round of Valorant."
So we sat there with eachother. Him playing Valorant and me on my phone watching anime. After about 15 minutes, my phone dinged, notifying me that the food was here. I told Ryan and he basically ran downstairs. I chuckled, following after him.
We decided to eat our Acai outside because it was a nice day. As we were sitting on the grass, we were talking about anything and everything that came to mind.
"Thanks again for the acai." he said as we finished.
"It was a pleasure." I responded.
He then looked at me confused, which just confused me.
"What?" I asked him.
"Nothing." he said.
"Come on, what is it?" I asked again.
"You said my pleasure."
I was still confused.
"Yeah, and?" I looked at him, arching an eyebrow for effect.
"It's just, you usually say 'No Problem' or something like that."
"I'm still not getting it." I told him.
"Why did you only ask me to get food? You usually ask everyone now that I think about it. Did you want to talk to me about something?" he was basically interrogating me at this point.
I was silent for a minute. I thought about that question. Why did it bother me so much? It wasn't true. He was close with Ryan. Right? Why did it feel like he wasn't?
Ryan's final question was "Are you ok?"
So I told him. About the question, how it bothered me and why I only asked him.
"You believe that?" As he looked at me baffled.
"No, well..... not completely. You're the person I feel the most comfortable with and I don't want people thinking that we're not close like everyone else."
He rolled his eyes and gave me the 'Bitch, are you being for real?' look.
"Fuck that." was all he said before standing up and putting his hand out for me to take. I took his hand and stood up. He immediately pulled me into a hug.
I never wanted it to end. It made me feel special because Ryan doesn't like physical touch but he hugged me first. I was comfortable and happy in that one moment.
