I'm in Love With My Bully Harry Styles [In Editing]

There Are Going to Be Some... Changes

Faith's P.O.V.***

 I yawned as the night air flowed through the room. I walked over to the window and quickly closed it. It was freezing and I could see Zayn shaking. The only time he left Carmen this past week was to go to the bathroom. That is it. I had to bring him his food, and you could even see how beat up inside he was. He hardly even talked to anyone until the accident. I sighed as I watched him sleep and took a seat by Harry on the very uncomfortable sofa/bed type... thing. Once I found my spot by him he turned around and wrapped his arm protectively around my waist. The  sound of the device was really annoying... But being here for the past week, you get used to it. I found myself dosing off until I heard shuffling from the bed... I opened my eyes and saw Carmen with her eyes open and shock on her face.

"Z-Zayn?" She whispered with her throat dry. I was to shocked to see her, and I found myself enable to move. "What's going on." Her raspy dry voice rang through the room and I found the strength to finally get up.

"C-Carmen!" I yelled and Zayn's eyes immediately snapped open.  I pulled her into a hug careful of the cast and tubes connected to her fragile body. I felt warm tears escape my eyes. "Y-Your awake." I said weakly as I held her. I pulled apart and saw Zayn, emotionless. A tear escaped his eyes as his now lifeless quiff somehow found life once again. I saw as he cried onto her shoulder.

"I-I thought you were gone." He whispered. "You don't know how hard it was for me to watch you... Unable to move. Unable to talk. Unable to see the life in you. And all because of me." He held onto her as if his life depended on it. She patted his back with her one hand and cried.

"It's not you fault-"

"How did you get here then Carmen." He spat angrily. You could tell he was angry at himself though. "I put you here, because of my stupid ego. Because of a mistake that was made years ago!" He broke down after the last words and began to shake and cry. Carmen grasped his his and he looked up at him. I felt awkward just watching them... I'm so weird...

"Even if I ended up here, I'm alive aren't I." Zayn scoffed at her and rolled his eyes.

"Just barely." He said as he wiped his face. Carmen sighed and lifted her self up a little. 

"Ouch." She quickly and carefully repositioned herself and watched her cast carefully. "You need to stop living in the past Zayn, because that's all you've been doing. That's why you've been hurting people around you. Not only them, but you know that it's hurting you to. You do it just to feel superior, but deep down all it does to you it add onto the guilt, pain, and insecurities you refuse to let go of. That all could be released but just simply crying, but you feel like you always have to be the tough guy." Carmen spoke her wise words as Zayn's eyes began to water.

"That's because that's all I ever think of. What if I lost you?" He said quietly as a silent tear slipped out his eyes. "It's not bad for me to hold onto these memories, and sadly after this incident, it took me this long to realise that I could change this. I was just to stubborn to realise... Carmen I love you, losing you would be like losing my other half. I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the mirror." Carmen smiled and moved her hand up to his cheek as she caressed it. I noticed a tear slip out of her eyes and I found myself aww'ing at their love. I know she just moved here not to long ago, but they were meant for each other. I looked back to see Harry still sleeping. I found myself laughing as I looked at him.

"Faith..." I heard him moan in his sleep and I found myself blushing. Was Harry dreaming of me?

"Of course, just like Harry to be sleeping during my 'awakening'" Carmen laughed as she put are quotes around 'awakening'. I laughed as well as Zayn. I thought quickly before jumping on Harry. He just continued to moan my name causing my face to flush bright red as Carmen and Zayn laughed at me. Damn you Harry! Wake up! I jumped on him harder and he wrapped his arm around my waist as he pulled me closer and he let out a laugh.

"You were awake the whole time weren't you." I smiled as his raspy voice filled my ears.

"Pretty much." I smiled as he held me.

"You are so mean." I stuck my tongue out at him as he flashed me his toothy grim, showing me his irresistible dimples. He kissed my nose as he got up and gave Carmen a hug.

"How are you doing Hazza." 

"I could be doing better because that sofa really hurt my back." Carmen laughed at his comment.

"I know you were fake sleeping, but the first moan wasn't fake Harry." Carmen laughed as Harry looked at me and blushed.

"W-whatever." He spoke as he looked at the ground I walked up to his and gave him a hug.

"Your so crazy Haz." I smiled as I snuggled into his chest. He snaked his arm around my waist and placed a soft kiss on my forehead.

"Well." Liam's voice randomly spoke out of no where as his head peeked out from the egde of the bed. "I think it's about time for us to call the nurse and ask when the young lady can leave." We all nodded in agreement, ready to escape this hospital.

Back to School***'

Zayn's P.O.V.***

I walked back into school, still on top of the hierarchy. I'm guessing most people didn't know I was dating Carmen, and most of the girls wouldn't like it, but I really don't care. I saw Carmen from the corner of the room by her locker talking to Faith. I ignored the other girls flirting with me and walked up to them both. I grabbed Carmen by the waist and spun her around kissing her on the lips passionately. The room that was once noisy went silent and that caused me to smirk knowing me and Carmen caused that. I heard whispers of annoyance and anger from the other girls. Soon enough one of the cheerleader spoke up.

"Excuse me, but when did this, happen to be part of your interest in woman." When she said this, she pointed her french nail tip at Carmen and you could see Carmen get angry. She couldn't do anything because of her two cast, so I spoke up.

"Well guess what Erica." Yes her name is Erica. "None of you were ever close to being what I ever wanted in a girl, other than Carmen. So you can hate all you want, but I love her." I spoke and the room once again went silent. I kissed Carmen on the cheek as she smiled and winked at Faith (in a friendly manner). She nodded and smiled at me.

"Good job Zayn." Faith spoke as she looked at me and Carmen. I nodded, and soon saw Louis and Niall standing at the end of the hall with anger in there face. I rolled my eyes and began to walked as I whispered to Carmen telling her I would be right back. She nodded at my response and soon my feet were carrying me towards the lads. They pulled me into a room roughly and I found myself on the floor. Whoa, what just happened?

"What the hell is you problem?" I spat angrily at them as I got up.

"What are you doing hanging out with them! They are going to not only mess up your reputation, but our!" Louis spat in my face as he push me roughly but I stood my ground.

"I don't care about 'our little population, because honestly the only attention we attract, is negative and forcing attention, and honestly I'm happy, I've moved on." I spat as I looked at him and pushed him back. 

"You are such and idiot Zayn! Do you know your giving up everything!" I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"Yeah right! If anything I;m getting everything I could have ever hoped for!" I yelled back and pushed past him but I soon found myself being pinned by the guys I used to consider my friends.

"You realise that is you go out with them, you will be treated just like them. They get hurt, you get hurt just like them." I rolled my eyes and pushed them off of me.

"Bring it on." I spat as I walked out the room. Who do they think you are? My thoughts were interrupted by Faith walking up to me.

"Zayn I really need to talk to you." I rolled my eyes.

"Faith I know we're cool, but I really need to be alone right no-"

"It's about this text I got." In her expression she had worry and distress. What was so bad about the text?