'who are you?' he whispered, gazing at the beautiful creature.
the moment he spoke, her eyes opened.
and namjoon was done for.
| namjoon x o/c
| fantasy, romance, fluff, smut
| completed: 15.07.2023
@bangtanbagels ~ 2023
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"I'm just in love with you, Celine."
Celine had thought about these words constantly for the last week.
For one, they were unexpected. She knew, of course, that she loved Namjoon; had known that for weeks. And of course, their relationship had been progressing, the connection binding them tighter and tighter with every day. But for him to feel the same way as her?
It felt like all of her dreams coming true at once.
In that moment, overwhelmed by the revelations of Namjoon's conversation with the other boys, she hadn't said it back. And god, she wished she had. Because it had been a week now, and Celine hadn't found the right time, hadn't been able to just take his hand and look him in the eye and say it.
Because she did. Of course she loved him. She would have been prepared to go back, if that's what they had decided on - but she didn't want to.
She wanted a life here, with the boys.
With Namjoon.
She had to tell him, and soon.
The whole week had been filled with a sense of unreality. Could this really be happening? Could she really have the chance to stay here, forever, with Namjoon? She had been waiting all week with a clenched heart and stomach, for someone to turn around and tell her it was some joke... but they didn't. And when Celine did sense that it was real, she felt a happiness flood her that was greater than anything else she had ever felt before.
But doubts rang in her mind too. Whether the impact on ARMY would be too great, and the band would suffer. Whether Bang PD would resent her for this.
Whether the boys might regret their decision.
It was this doubt that was the hardest to stomach, and so she pushed it away, willing herself not to think of it.
Because overall, life was good. Life was more than good. Now, she had Namjoon, and a life here with him.
Every day, they went on set. Celine spent much of this time either sleeping or reading in their dressing room, seeing the boys only in very short breaks before they went back to filming a video or a live performance or whatever else it was they were working on. Namjoon was always the same in these breaks; handsome, grinning, and apologetic, peppering her with stolen kisses when no one else was watching.
