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Happiness left me

Dhara's pov
I just woke up for this new day and for now the last day of me with all of them . I got ready in a traditional dress and went outside to see the preparation going on , i wanted to participate but they removed me from that position. While walking in the corridor I saw Bhrata Arjun trying to tie the ang vastra . I went ahead and asked .
Dhara- Can i help bhrata ?!
Arjun- haa see na i am not able to do it , now you only can do something of this and turned around.
Dhara- ' got very happy ' okk i will help then . ' moves ahead '
Arjun - ' goes backwards ' i am sorry Devi i didn't knew it was you . I will ask help from someone else .

I took his ang vastra and started correcting it saying .

Dhara - no need , it's your marriage today , now you need to grow up and learn these things , i will not be there with you so start learning things .
Arjun - you won't be there ? You will stay in dwarika na ?
Dhara- ' realised the depth of the question ' , i will stay where I belong too now don't ask questions and go .

I run fastly from him as i know that if this conversation goes on he will ask me questions which i don't have answer too .

Arjun's pov
Arjun- what did she mean ? I should talk to jyesht bhrata about it .

I started going to my brother and when I reached i saw all of my brother's and mata were standing there .
Nakul - bhrata Arjun we all were waiting for you only .
Sahadev - what happened you look tensed .
I explained the conversation with them and all were confused.
Bheem- koi arth nhi hoga iska , voh bas dukhi hogi ( there must be no reason, she just must be sad )
Yudhisthir- Nhi Bheem arth avashya hai kyuki , unki har baat mai koi arth chupa hota hai ( no Bheem , there must be some reason as her every word has some deep meaning) .
Mata- putro aisi baat hai toh mai baat karke ati hu putri se ( if it is something like this , i will go and talk to her ).
Bheem - nhi mata you won't go let her realise her mistakes.
Nakul - yes mata , and we will meet her again , she will stay in dwarika after this marriage ends .
Arjun- How do you know that ?
Sahadev- While you were gone bhrata krishna came to inform us , behena herself have discussed this with him .
Yudhishthir - okk then , don't worry too much we have plenty of time ahead to talk with her , now let's go .

And the four brothers leave the room.
Mata - pata nhi kyu putra parantu kal putri ka Sangeet sunkar anand nhi , dard hua ( don't know why but yesterday her song didn't caused happiness but pain ) .
Arjun- Janta hu mata , isi liye bhay ho raha hai ( i know mother, that's why I am feeling scared) .
Mata - tum sab ho na , aur krishn bhi toh hai sab thik hi hoga ( you all are there , then kanha everything will be good ) .
Arjun- vahi ho toh accha hoga mata ( it will be good if only that happens) .

Dhara's pov
The function started, the haldi was going on , everyone were celebrating the marriage. Draupadi jiji was looking mesmerizing, immensely beautifully and serene . And my brothers were looking dashing and handsome. When the ceremony was about to finish.
Draupadi- Dhara why are u standing there come here , apni jiji ko haldi nhi lagaogi ( won't you apply haldi on me ).

I looked towards the Pandavas for there approval but i got none , they were looking blankly , i again started feeling suffocated and applied haldi on jiji and went out of the premises of function . I went to my room and was checking my Bags for final time and the drums rolled meaning that marriage will start soon , while walking towards the mandap ( stage ) i stopped and saw the bride and groom's all arriving, i was feeling happy for them when Maharaj drupad announced.
Drupad - Vivah se purv , Devi dhara apna sangeet sunayegi ( before marriage, she will sing a song ) .

I toh totally forgot and moved towards the middle , and started looking around towards the people and i saw a small smile on 'his' face .
I closed my eyes and decided to sing a farewell song from me to all of them including 'him' .

While singing (hasi ban gaye ) i started swinging with the tune , i was saying them that you all are my happiness and sometimes they bring tears as well . I was conveying my inner deep emotions to the people I love . I wanted 'him' to know that how much it hurts me to stay away from him , to look at him marrying someone else . It hurts a lot .