Summer I turned pretty

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(Play the song from line 9)
Conrad and Jeremiah

Conrad's pov
It's been what 3 months since mom died, and really being brutally honest it's a lot I lost the girl, my mum and my own brother, I know I fucked up all my mom wanted was me to look after jere and I couldn't even do that properly

Sunday mornings were your favorite

I know one thing though I wasn't gonna let belly go anymore I needed her we all did she was the glue that stuck me and jere together when we found out the house was going I was selfish I didn't think how they would feel, seeing them showing up killed me it was together obviously and he must of called her

I can't keep running they don't deserve that I know my mom always wanted me to end up with belly and the summers we had I was a right cunt but I had my reasons but I shouldn't of done that to her

Everyone always said I was her hero, her knight in shining armer, belly's protecter shielding her from every bad thing

I failed belly, I failed myself and more importantly I failed my mom

I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road

"Hey jere"

"What's up"

"Nothing just seeing how ur doing how's belly"

"There doing okay and I'm fine what about you"

"Ah good as I can be I was thinking I'm gonna move away from Boston"

"Why"

"Dude belly's here and I can't I can't do it"

"Mum wouldn't want that"

"She's not here anymore jere I just can't stand to see u and belly"

"Ur just jelous she chose me"

Was I..... jealous?

"No I'm not belly chose you"

"She would've chose you though"

"Well she didn't"

"Belly's coming over soon"

"I'll be gone by then, take care of her little bro"

"I always will"

"Good because if u don't I will beat ur ass up"

"I know you will"

I just like that I was leaving my mums home and going to the place she actually loved

Cousins

You did your hair up like you were famous

On the ride to cousins it was weird like unreal I will admit loosing my mum it took the spark out of coming back here but I know she would want that us all back here celebrating her favourite holiday and I guess it's just me this year

Before I got to the house I made the stop at her garden and then her grave to have a chat with her before going to the house

"Hey mom, it's been a while jeres good him and belly are doing so well, I miss her a lot but I know she's happy and in safe hands with him, I wish you was here you would've always told me the right things to say"

I took a long breathe

"I graduated and I think I'm gonna move to cousins, I can imagine your face saying "WHAT CONRAD". And you having the smirk on your face i know how much you wanted me to be with bells but I promise he has belly and there so happy it's quite annoying to watch"