My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 3: Finding My Own Path (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 35: I Havent Heard About You

He was on the phone in the front of me talking to my mom on the phone which made it very clear when he said mom that he was my brother. My big! Big! Brother and but I felt so lost to this right now and why wasn�t I aware of him through out my life. Why wasn�t he apart of my life since i was a baby? Someone have a lot of explaining to do then he turned around and saw me then he said Oh Shit! Baby Brother!

Me: What the fuck! What the fuck is going on! Shawn was right again!

David: I know its weird baby brother

Me: Bey stop calling me baby brother is freaking me the fuck out. Someone got to explain this shit to me because I�m confused about this right now. If Terry an Britt know about this I�m going to be pissed off. I hate how I�m treated like a fucking kid (I put the food on the table then i started to walk out of the house over to my crib. I went inside then he followed me trying to explain to me.

Chris:what�s the matter! What he do! (Chris was putting up his defenses because he was thinking that David said or did something to me why Im so upset so he got up from the stoll at the kitchen counter. David walked in then Chris gripped him then he said bro what you do to him why is he upset

Me: Chris leave him! He is my brother!

Chris: What you talking about bey

Me: Tell him David

David: Yea im his brother

Chris: What! You uncle mark kid?

David: No mom, Mark raised me but im not his son by blood he my step father but i still love him like he is my real father because he been there for me.

Chris: Wow! Mjay come out here what you hiding for (He came in the room because i didn�t went in the room then throw myself in the bed long side Kj because he was watching a movie Chris brought for him) Come mjay come and talk to him aint that�s what you told me to do when Troy came on my door step now you got a brother and he is family so come talk to him.

Me: Chris I�m just in shock! It aint like my family perfect cause I know everyone aint perfect but why didn�t I know him from I was younger.I dont care if I was too young to understand anything and why he never came round at Christmas and stuff. You know it all make sense when my mom always use to claim she was going home to my grandmother to visit and shit. All that time she was going home to her mother she was going to him instead.

Chris: Come and talk to him David (He grabbed my hand then he pulled me out the bed to go back in the front room to talk to David)

David: Look little brother i wasn�t trying to spoke you or nothing. I wanted to be a part of your life but shit just was distance back then. When I was growing up i was living with my grand mother and mom was here with uncle mark. I guess she didn�t wanted to tell you because you was a baby back then and it just got out of hand because she did have and affair on step dad with my real father. I left the Bahamas and step dad was schooling me in the states but i know one day i would be getting to know everyone. Sorry things had to play out like this but when mom told me you was moving out with your boyfriend i told her let you come here so i can get to know the three of you. You were the only one that i don�t know that's why i wanted you to come here so don�t be mad at mom i wanted to be the one to tell you.I want you in my life you my baby brother if anything i want be there for you the most plus you got my nephew. I was going to tell you the first day you came here that's why i was trying to hinting you

Me: what that was all about but i had so much going on that i didn�t even hear what you was trying to tell me in my face. I am really mad that no one told me anything though because this is fucked up and why did my mom out me to you that's another thing.