A/N ~ sorry for the slow update but this chapter is for no one other than issa and yn but thankyou loves for waiting and he comments and the votes it really mean a lot
issa p.o.v
I panicked and picked up the nife and I followed my aunt upstairs I held it behind my back " Jessie baby where are you " she walked down the halls to my room as she walked in she steped back hiting my chest
" issa who's that girl ?"
" um...my girl friend she had gotten beaten up in an ally and I had saved her from rape " she cracked a smile
" well that's nice sweetie " I sighed in relief " well then we shouldn't be here making all this nosie come on Jessie " but Jessie didn't move from where yn had been that little bitvh better not mess this up," she's not breathing mommy " my aunt the began to move toward yn " no she's not she's just sleeping let her be "
she grabed Jessie by her little hand and made her way toward the door where I was standing " take care of her issa " she then made her way putta the room once I heard the front door close I rushed to yns side and felt her heart and sighed deeply
yes I know I kidnapped her beaten her made her fell small but its only outta love I just wanted her to love me back and not to leave me I don't want hurt her I never meant to hurt her I just wanted her to be happy...but with me her one good eye peeped open she jumped back a little seeing my face and she looked a little shooken up " no no yn I'm not gonna hurt you " she gave me a blank look " that's really hard to believe seeing that I can onlybopen one eye " her voice was almost as good as gone " I just..." I sighed
" are you hungry" she didn't answer she looked as if she was thinking
" did you..?" did I what ? " her eyes began to get red and puffy
" rape me ?" no no no....I didn't get the chance and I don't want to anymore " she didn't say anything
"what happend that made you change your mind ?"
" I thought you were dead and I couldn't bare to think about that again what if in the middle of rape you give out on me and I don't wanna hurt you again but I'm not letting you go your always gonna be mine "
yn p.o.v
I must be hearing things ....the fact that he didn't rape me made me feel better and the fact that he kinda told me all his feelings about me I didn't know what to think I want to forgive him but shit...the things he put me throw that's gonna be hard
" yes I am kinda hungry but...you would have to Carry me you kinda beat the shit outta me body "
he looked down " I'm sorry it won't happen again " I nodded but I don't believe shit he's saying he's gonna hurt me again I know it and its only a matter of time before he does I just have to play along and map out this place in the middle of.....well damm I don't even know the plan is it get I'm comfortable then leave
he removed the covers to see my almost completely naked body
I gasped and I didn't have enough energy to speak on it maybe he would get mad at me he put both of his arms under me and lift me up as if I was a pillow " so what do you want to eat ? " whatever you have "
" um..how's pizza ?" that sounds good " I smiled but I wanted to cry I can't even move how in the world am I gonna get outta here ?
we made to to the last step he than sat me on the biggest chair closest to the tv " I'll be back don't try nun "
he than laughed " its funny cause you can't move " I was quit he stopped laughing quick
" OK ima be back " I looked over at the door it was right there so close but so far I tried moving my right leg but only sent pain up my leg
" here you go " he came back with a plate and a plastic cup he sat it infornt of me " thankyou "
" so...yn did you...ever love me ?"
that question...even had me puzzled but it would be nice for him to hear
I sighed I gotta put on a big show for this onei made tears come outta my eyes some of them were forced but a part of me wanted to cry so it wasnt long before it just came all out
" yes but then you...hurt me and told me lies and made me feel like shit then you expect me to be OK with it wahat kind of man hits a girl her loves ? " he didn't say anything just pulled me into a warm hug he rubbed my back " I'm so sorry yn I didn't mean to hurt you how can I make you happy again "
he pulled away to look me into my one good eye " well...it would be nice to see jay again..." he sighed if he finds me he'll kill me " no he won't not as long as I'm with you and issa I would let him kill some one I still love " he looked token back his eyes widen " you still...love me ?"
" ohh...I wasn't supposed to say that but it just....came out " lord was I puting on a show for my life
"ok I'll take you to go see him " I cracked a small smile " thank you baby " he was about to say something when there was a knock at the door "who is I(gco)" he covered my mouth " now I'm going to open this door and if you say something about this I won't hesitate to kill you and who ever is at the door " I nodded
A/N
I'm sorry but this chapter got to me it was kinda about my heartbreak that happend recently I was a fool who thought" I love you "meant he actually did have feelings for me lord I will never let that happen again but knowing I got mad love form you guys helps me thankyou guys once again
~andriana
