inadequate ☠ afi + lrh • mgc/cth (boyxboy)

m.g.c

June 13, 2014, 8:52 p.m

i've been debated on ordering paper view for the last half an hour, not knowing what I want. as my stomach growled I groaned, dialing the pizza places number, which of course I remember used by heart, and decided to just go with a large cheesy pizza like usual.

as soon as my phone beeped, my paused my game, checking to see if it was bobby, the girl from the beach. i've text her twice, but he never replied back. of course she would though. I mean, who would.

i'm just a freak.

no one wants to be friends with me besides the boys. and that's probably because they met me before everyone started thinking I was a freak. of course they'd always think I was weird or whatever, but I never knew why.

I mean, I acted normal. just because my hair color was different or my style doesn't make me any different from them? I acted just like luke, but how come everyone wanted to be his friend, and not mine? I didn't do anything different besides my looks.

i groaned shaking my head, and sending calum a text back before going back to my video game. after almost two hours, and a empty pizza box later, my phone began ringing and I glanced down at the caller id, seeing it was calum.

"hi," I spoke quietly into the phone.

"hey, mikey, care if I come over and stay tonight?" I questioned as I glanced at the time and shrugged, realizing he couldn't see me.

"yeah, I don't really care," I said.

"alright, great. i'll be over there shortly.

"cool, want me to order us some pizza?" I questioned looking at the empty box of pizza and shrugged to myself.

you can never have too much pizza.

"uh...no thanks, i've already eaten," he responds quickly.

"alright, suite yourself, i'll see you shortly," I responded before hanging the phone up and continued to play my game until calum arrived.

once calum came over, I continued to do the same, but just with him. he always seemed so caring towards me, I mean, I guess I know why.

ever since my dad walked out, calum was the number one person there for me. which made me feel like I actually had someone there that wanted me. I thought my father did, but leaving without a reason why, or trying to get in touch with me kind of stated that he wanted nothing to do with me.

"you okay Michael?" calum asked as I nodded my head, giving him a small smile as he nodded his head, still looking unsure.

"i'm just not feeling well. I think I might have ate too much pizza," I said adding a chuckle, as he laughed too.

"so, have you tal to that one girl?"

"bobby?" I asked and shook my head, "no, I mean, I text her but gotten zero replies so i'm just not gonna bother with it. she seemed cool though," I said and shrugged as he sighed and shook his head.

"yeah girls are weird. they always make it seem like they're interested and then just out of nowhere stops liking you or whatever." I nodded agreeing but knew the truth.

she just thought I was a freak like the rest