Soulmates a vague word with different meanings for a same person.
Imagine you live in a world, where soulmates are outmost important with which your attached to a thread.
No one is allowed to chase it but you feel it the presence of a dangling red t...
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'L'appel du vide'
The call of void, French phase used to refer to intellectual thoughts, or the urge to engage in destructive behaviours during everyday life.
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Whimpy desires that Jungkook held in his heart were disastrous for his soul, he missed her terribly and he wanted to touch the warmth of her soul. The ongoing cold war in the house the imaginations of people running wild. Jin was on his death bed as he saw his Yoongi Hyung nursing him everyday a different type of pain, fevers and nausea something which went on and on with his disaster of soul.
These days Jungkook preferred the outside food tasted absolutely home-made but something which caused his mind to be sick, the sinking toes and cold sweats, the feeling when you wake up from a nightmare but the nightmares trap you in frenzy of survival, he dreaded the moment he met her. Maybe hugs would calm her down, maybe just maybe he would ask her to be his?
Absurd ideas running down the lane, as the pages of his life turned into something bizzare, instead of being written in black ink, the pages were felt dipped into ink which when touched turned into something that can only be called abyss. The food never tasted the same, even the sourest kimchi couldn’t quell his heart of his emotions. He wanted to turn back the time yet the time he begged for has lost his value, the emotions he saw in his dreams were only his mirages of his desires something he could only chase but never turned real.
Sensation of being hit by cold water everything around him turned dim, the light bulb in his own apartment which he saw was brightest turned dim and gem to his emotions. The outside wheather relating to his heart gray something so magical and fascinating the chill creeping in the morning air the blue flowers in his room withering and dying like his emotions, he wanted everything maybe do the cutest couple shit or something he would be slave if she wants. It might be his soul talking every voice inside his mind screaming to leave and run to her.
Jungkook was always an wanderer and seeker of adventures but this wasn't one where he lost his soulmate? The way this sounds in his head its similar to the title which would be seen on the series friends. He wanted to sound cool and neutral the moody mind of his turned everything into sex. Maybe if he was less into sex and more into knowing women, and treating them how his dad treated his mom by now he would've been married to someone. Halting his timeless impractical thinking he wanted Y/N and not anyone else.
Being sure of the choice this time, if it was sophisticated but in reality he treated her as if she's dirty, gloomy and dingy in nature. The veil of prejudice over his eyes covering the pros and her true nature the line of realities blending the reality where he for the first time realised she was not soulmated to only him but 6 other people. Pity, sympathy or maybe empathy his mind swirling round the roads of confusion maybe he could feel the pain? For a girl to be soulmated to 7 other men, in foreign land in a new language with different mindset utterly overwhelming hesitancy of heart, character and mind.
