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☆The Mall☆

"Oliver?".........."Regie?"

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"Babe its me- not fucking Regie. Nevermind you guys can take care of him." Izzy said as she walked away from the unconcious Oliver. Everybody who watched her walk away wad in shock but picked Oliver up and sat him in a chair, getting a towel with water, so that they can try to wake him up. "Its gonna be ok sir. I promise." A pedestraian said, dabbing the damp towel on Olivers forehead. Oliver was still out, not looking like he would wake up anytime soon.

After a while, the ambulance come to pick him up. Izzy watched as they took her boyfriend into the car, just snaring at him. "And he really said, Regie?" Izzy's friend ask on the phone. "Yeah, his bitch ass really asked me if i was Regie. Ive gotten too far for his little fucking boy crush to get in the way. Hes the father of my children now." Izzy finshed, snaring.

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Oliver's POV

I woke up in a hospital, with no one around me....except my mom. MY MOM. I looked at her with confusion and fear, not knowing what too expect. Soon after i saw my mom, i saw Izzy walk in with two cups of coffee in hand. Sighing at seeing me awake. "Ok Ms.Moy, heres your coffee, ill go get the other stuff." My mom nodded and faced me again. Izzy smiled and walked out. I watch Izzy walk out when i get interrupted. "Oliver why?..." my mom asked. I turn around to face her. "Why would you do this too yourself, then not tell me first. I had too learn that my child is becoming a FATHER of 2 off the internet! By someone i have NEVER met." I couldnt even say anything.

"Thank goodness Izzy came too see you in here after you had a panic attack, i was able to get better aqquinted by her, but Oliver, I dont see you even marrying a woman like this. What the hell are you going too do now." My mom finished, looking up at me. "The boys dont even know your here Oli." Mom shocked her head. I looked at my mom with tears in my eyes. "Im so- so sorry mom. Im so sorry." "Dont be sorry to me, be sorry too yourself. Your an adult now, you can make your own decisions, and you've made the decision about not using protection and keeping these babies so all i can do, is be disapointed in you." My mom said, standing up from her chair and walking up too me. "I love you Oliver, but dont you ever, mess up this bad again. I dont even know who im looking at right now. You didnt even tell me." and too that, my mom ran her fingers through my hair one last time  and walked out the room.

I didnt even get too ask her when she flew in, or how the conversation with Izzy went or ask how she was in general. That was the first time i had saw my mom in 2 years and our only interaction was about this. I couldnt help but start to cry, i didnt know what to feel. If only Regie was here. If only he could hug and and tell me everythings ok. I curled up in a ball oncr again on a bed, this time a bed that isnt even mine.

After a while, I heard the room door open but i didnt even check too see who it was, i just wanted too stay were i was, and not move. "Hey Ms.Moy. i brought you and Oli some foo- where the hell did she go?" Izzy said. I slowly turned my head too her, still tears in my eyes. "She left." I finshed before going back to my position. "Well i have places to be so ill see you tommorow ok?" Izzy said before trying to run off, but i stopped her. "Izzy are you serious, im in the hospital and you have "places too be?" Are you kidding me?..." i asked, in total shock. "Oliver i dont even want too hear it, you would rather have Regie here anyway wouldnt you. Fuck you Oliver, i even talked too your mom and shes nicer then you, you suck ass." And with that, Izzy walked out and slammed the door behind her.

I looked at the door and just sat there. I couldnt believe this was my life. Here i was sitting in a hospital room, for a panic attack, after getting overwhelmed by getting call by my mom, about me not telling her im having children by this woman, this girl that she has never met, but no, she did meet her today, and walked out after telling me shes disapointed in me.

I really want all of this too be over, but its never going to go. My "girlfriend" just said that i suck ass, that id rather have Regie here with me. Which...is more then true. Why does she have to remind me that the love of my life is thousands of miles away from me, and im here suffering. I miss Regie so much. I dont know how much longer i can take of this.

I miss you Regie