"You 'posed to be my Gina, I'm your Martin. You 'posed to be my robe, always cover me, You so beautiful, but your attitude so ugly." I sang along to Lil Keed while I put my cookies in the oven. I had just finished baking chocolate chip red velvet cookies. LOVE ME AGAIN blasted through my house, ion know but today I just been in my feelings. All because of one person, and that person was Temetrius. Y'all may know him as Ja Morant, but some weeks ago we had got into it. It was a huge fight Jamel had said some hurtful things to me and I said hurtful things to him.
Jamel and I had been dating since high school, we were on and off throughout the years. We decided to just be friends cause all we did was fight. I couldn't see myself being just friends with him, I loved him too much for that. I just can't never leave no matter what he says or does to me. In the past, we have done petty things to each other but Jamel upped the score when he got someone pregnant and had a baby on me right around the same time I had a miscarriage. I'm still hurt by that I don't think I can ever get over it. He had his first child with a stranger, someone he didn't even know for real. I was supposed to have his first child, call me selfish but he put me through hell and I took him back every time. I should be the only one carrying his kids we are together, but no he wants to go fuck random ass bitches.
"Gon' head and do your thing. I know you ain't nothin', you just tryna drive me insane, I don't wanna hear my name come out your mouth no more." I sang louder feeling the lyrics in my heart and soul. Ion know what Keed put in this song but he ate.
Long live Keed too.
"Thinking I'm gon' get some up, I ain't got nun' for you. I did what I did too, but I ain't never think that she was gon' leave me aloneeeeeeee." I finished, but my mind began to wander off when me and Ja got into that huge argument.
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"ARE YOU STILL FUCKING HER?" I shouted with tears falling down my cheeks. Ja and I just left his parent's house for dinner and his baby mama was there telling the whole table that her and Ja went on a family trip.
