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Serial dater Karyn Sonia "Karson" Chua meets photographer Noel "Nowi" Winston-Vergara. Despite being in each other's orbits for years, the two never interacted until an unfortunate accident occurs...
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Karyn Sonia Chua posted on Noel Winston-Vergara's wall. 15 minutes ago • Public • 🌐
tl;dr: happy birthday, i love you ☺️
i've been drafting this message for weeks now. until now that your birthday is about to end, ni outline, wala pa rin akong final HAHAHAHA i guess this is another proof that you overwhelm me so much that it makes me want to write you a perfect birthday greeting? (meron bang ganun HAHA)
anyway, since your birthday's about to end, here's what i have so far:
with you, everything's just easy.
nabaliw nga ako nang konti dahil dun HAHAHA ang dami ko nang naka-date but with you, it's just so easy? ang daya nga kasi pagdating sayo, parang di ako nag-effort? parang di ko kinailangang mag-effort at all???
it's as if you just happened. it's as if we just happened to happen.
parang nagkataon lang lahat eh. siguro dahil dun, kaya ako nakakaramdam ng urge na gawing perfect tong birthday greeting mo, na maging perfect girlfriend for you pero at the same time. . . alam ko rin namang di mo kailangan ng perfect eh. alam kong mamahalin mo pa rin ako kahit mag-fail ako dun sa perfection na gusto kong maabot para sayo.
yun din yung reason kung bakit sinubukan kitang layuan, kung bakit sinubukan kong i-deny yung nararamdaman ko for you. i know this would sound so cliché but the intensity of my feelings scared me shitless.
lalo akong natakot nung nakita ko kung gaano ka ka-sincere sakin, kung gaano ka ka-determined na i-express yung feelings mo for me.
if you're wondering what my pivotal point was, i'm sorry to disappoint but it's nothing specific you did. it's everything you showed and told me since the day we met. nag-accumulate lang lahat tapos ayun.
one day, napansin ko na lang na hindi na lang pala basta kilig yung nararamdaman ko tuwing naiisip kita o habang kasama kita. napansin ko na lang na nagtatanong na ako.
i realized i was becoming too curious that i couldn't resist to get to know you more.
before i knew it, wala na. gusto na kita HAHAHA. na-realize ko na lang na hulog na ako sayo to the point na gusto na kitang iwasan kasi alam kong masasaktan ako pag hindi kita nakuha, pag hindi ko nakuha tong sa atin.
ang gulo-gulo, di ba? that's how drastic your effect on me is, nowi: you make me contradict myself. dahil sayo, nagsimula akong kuwestiyunin yung mga pinanghahawakan ko about love; yet at the same time, i began believing in the sincerity of my feelings for you.
