The Unwanted Bride

Important

So first of all,sorry for making you read this part,and I promise I will delete it after I get enough feedback.

So the thing is,when I first started writing this book I was much younger and immature so revisiting this now I feel very embarrassed,and I am unsure how to continue as the vision of my younger self and my current self are worlds apart and some of my earlier works are rather questionable,even to me,at this point.

My writing style might subconsciously be vastly different, though a teeny tiny part of me wants to see my younger version's bizarre ideas through to the end, because to leave a work unfinished is a very uncomfortable feeling,and just imagining a plot idea that will never see the light of day is heartbreaking.It was my passion and the fruits of my labor,so no matter how worthless it is to you,my books are like my children.

That being said,would you prefer I continue this trainwreck and be highly likely to let you down,or would you rather I leave it be and admire it in all it's unfinished glory and let your brains conjure up a pipe dream where the completed book would perhaps be the epitome of perfection?