🦋[放浪の王女] ~ Who I Am ?🦋

🌹Chapter 1 Y/N Past life story🌹

Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.Keep your best wishes, close to your heart and watch what happensPractice makes perfect, but nobody's perfect, so why practice?
She's kind of a walking poem, she's this perfect beauty...but at the same time very deep, very smart.For everything in this journey of life we are on, there is a right wing and a left wing: for the wing of love there is anger; for the wing of destiny there is fear; for the wing of pain there is healing; for the wing of hurt there is forgiveness; for the wing of pride there is humility; for the wing of giving there is taking; for the wing of tears there is joy; for the wing of rejection there is acceptance; for the wing of judgment there is grace; for the wing of honor there is shame; for the wing of letting go there is the wing of keeping. We can only fly with two wings and two wings can only stay in the air if there is a balance. Two beautiful wings is perfection. There is a generation of people who idealize perfection as the existence of only one of these wings every time. But I see that a bird with one wing is imperfect. An angel with one wing is imperfect. A butterfly with one wing is dead. So this generation of people strive to always cut off the other wing in the hopes of embodying their ideal of perfection, and in doing so, have created a crippled raceWe come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectlyHappiness is part of who we are.
Joy is the feeling..... Everyone think you are perfect but truth is that they don't know what you has been through in life....

I am a kind person by heart and i intentionally never try to hurt people , As i said at the beginning of this 'who am i ? ' , I am an empathetic person with no ego and attitude problems . I can get along well with people and my friends like me.... i am a person who works hard and is trying to improve myself ....so.... who am i?
She keeps wondering about who is her real biological parents?
She wrote down her journals diary and said it's been through a lot in my life and I'm only three years old. I never knew that I would overcome the problems that I had with my parents but I did. I think that's why I'm a strong person. The things that I experienced made me scared and I wanted to hide, but I didn't. However, I always find myself asking "why is my life this way" At a young age, getting taken away from my parents was hard because I didn't know anybody. All I knew was my parents. The fact that my parents did not fight to get me back played a large role in my development. I had to grow up seeing and learning things that I wasn't supposed to know at such a young age.
I used to say "I hate my parents for abandoned me !" I used to think that no one cared.In junior high school, I made friends because of: my talent, I love to arts because arts make me forget about all of my problems and it makes me euphoric. Whenever I draw I will post it on social media. For me, my grandparents would never pay me any attention. To them, it was always "work, and work not but least Money!" I learned to ignore them and to pursue my goals. My future has a big impact on my life. My best friends always there for me when I need them.
They keep me strong and always tell me"you can do it!" There were times that I used to cry and tell them that I wanted to end my life .they would say to me "Stay alive. [END YOUR LIFE] is not worthy. I learned to be strong from them. That's why I am the person I am today, they makes me forget my problems and tells me that I'll have a lot in life if I keep my head up and stay focused. "Leave the past in the past or you will never grow" they say. I went through difficult situations in my life and I learned to overcome them. It's not always easy and it takes time. Through my life experiences, I learned how to handle my anger when it comes to other people. I'll always hold my head up high and persevere.

I'm also very funny to people who have a knack for intelligent humor. My jokes go over the heads of many people, because they do not understand the intellect behind them. To my friends however, they can't get enough of them. I never make obscene or racial profiling jokes, because I know the repercussions that they may have on people around me. I have friends from different races and I'm therefore very sensitive on whatever comes out of my mouth. I go out once in a while with my friends to have some good time. However, most of my Friday nights are spent at the comfort of my home watching a movie or reading a book. We used to do a lot of partying in college, but somehow I outgrew the "clubbing thing" and nowadays I find pleasure in staying home.
I love music more than anything in this world. Music is life to me. I listen to virtually every form of music. I love kpop, rock and country music and my favorite artist of all time is Celine Dion. Her music is like the soundtrack to my life. I also love Adele, Katie Perry, Beyoncé and Taylor Swift. I also make music on my own, although not on a commercial level. I write music and play an acoustic guitar. My performances are usually done during family functions. My other love is nature walks.
Nothing keeps my spirits burning with joy than an adventurous expedition into the wild. Whether it is traversing plain lands or making our way through forests or kayaking in a river, I'm okay with it as long as it is far away from the city. It only gets better for me! I also love travelling around the world. Each year, i still have a long way to go, but I'm determined to visit at least 75% of all nations on earth before the curtains close on me. I love travelling, because I'm introduced to different people and cultures all over the world. It makes me appreciate people more, despite their differences.
I Plan to visit some of the best places.
I'm also a fan of cooking. Apart from being a lover of good food myself, there is this feeling of satisfactionI get whenever people enjoy my food. Thanks to my cooking classes, I can cook most of the popular dishes around the world.

<<To be continued>>