Ajax

Chapter 12

I felt something from my right disappear. I looked to see Gray gone. The ropes on my arms were cut and someone covered my mouth. Another person smashed leader with a rock making him fall. Soon I'm carried back to the front of the house. I look up to see Ajax. The person lets me go.

"Crying for me?" Ajax asked coming towards me. He kisses me deeply I kiss back. "We will talk later." He says and hugs me. "Do you trust me?" He asked. I shook my head no. He chuckles and kisses my cheek. "I want you to go where you met my parents. Tony will come with you." He says firmly.

"Ok." I said turning from about to go to the car Tony was in. He grabbed my arm.

"Stop crying so much it makes you look weak." He says and let's me go. I get in the car Tony was in.

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Once we were on the house he locks the door and I open the passageway. He locks the office door and I wait for him. I close the passageway door once he's inside. I walk in front of him to the garden. I sit at the table and Tony sits across from me. I put my head down and try not to cry. My heart aches and he didn't even reject me but I feel the bond breaking.

"You know he was just saying that. He didn't mean it." Tony says. I ignore him and keep my head down. No I didn't cry I just put my head down thinking. Soon someone shook me lightly. I sat up. Tony pointed to Ajax by the door. "I'm heading out you fell asleep so I'm just letting you know." He says.

"I wasn't asleep." I said.

"It's been 2 hours. You were asleep." He says. I glare and he chuckles and leaves.

"Come on Victoria." Ajax calls. I stand and follow him out. We walk to the car. Once I closed the door he drove off. This was the quickest most uncomfortable ride ever. I got out as Ajax unlocked the door.

"I-Is Emily ok?" I asked he turns to me.

"Yes she is fine. Just a little over dramatic. She says that it was her fault but I know it wasn't." He says. I nod agreeing. We walk in the house he takes my hand when I try to walk upstairs. "We're gonna talk. I'm gonna need you not to cry." He says slowly. I just nod. I can see he wanted to yell at me to use words, but we both know this isn't the time. We sat down on the couch and he just stare at his hands.

"Are you gonna tell me what we are gonna talk about or are you just gonna sit there and look at you hands?" I asked after a few moments of silence.

"I didn't mean what I said and I know it's hurting you. Please forgive me." He says. My eyes widen. Did Ajax just ask for forgiveness? "You are not worthless to me. You mean everything to me." He whispers the last part.

"Oh." Is all I say. What else could I say? He probably didn't even mean it. He just needs his actual mate in order to live.

"I'm serious Victoria. I.. Damn it!" He growls and stands.

"So why did you say it then?" I asked. Yup there goes my ego again.

"Because I had to make it believe able to make them let their guard down." He barks at me.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because they had you and I didn't want you to get hurt." He says.

"Why would you care if I got hurt or not?" I said.

"Because.." he sighed. "You know at least everyday we have at least a few minutes we actually act like normal mates. I love those parts of everyday and... I said some things today that may have ruined that." He says. "I don't want to ruin us. But everything I touch will be eventually destroyed by myself. That's why I keep you away from me." He adds chuckling. "You're just so cute and stubborn sometimes I just want to kiss you. Sometimes your overly stubborn and I don't like that. You need to fix that." He says

"You are overly aggressive and violent but I don't say a word about it. You need to fix that." I mumble. He stares at me in shock and amusement.

"See this is why I need your forgiveness. I am truly sorry for my actions. I'm sorry I hurt you so many times I'm just adjusting to a slightly new life. I could always find a girl whose ten times more than you, but I'll never love them as much as I love you." He says and pulls me into his arms kissing me deeply. I can feel tears run down my cheeks. Ajax the heartless monster loves me?

This must be a trick. He thinks he could just say some words, apologize and tell me he loves me everything will be ok. He is wrong. He has hurt me many times I should have took being kidnapped as a gift. I removed myself from his grasp.

"So you love me?" I asked. He try's to pull me back into him but I back away. "Prove it." I said and ran upstairs to my room slamming the door. I jump onto my messy bed and get under the covers. He's such a liar. He just wants to keep me around because he needs pups and his mate. He doesn't care. He truly is a monster and I hate that he's my mate. The Moon Goddess has a sick humor, pairing me up with him. When all he wants to do is destroy. That was probably the only thing he said was the truth. Everything I touch will be eventually destroyed by myself.
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I had to update again this week I couldn't leave you guys like that. So so what are your guys thoughts or Ajax now? Feel free to express yourself in the comments. Until my next update xoxox