~ Your My Ocean~

⁕im ready when your ready⁕

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When we got home it was quiet and dark we walked upstairs and went to our rooms I got ready for bed I put on a hoodie and sweats and laid in bed I couldn't believe what happened today I heard the door open it was Steven and Jere not long after came belly and then Taylor I'm not sure what the drama is with belly and Taylor but when Conrad and I left belly and Taylor where screaming at each other there was a knock at my door "come in" I say its Jere "hey Maddy" Jere said "hey Jere" I said "I just wanted to let you know Leo went home" he said "oh ok" I said he was about to leave when he stopped and said "I'm glad your ok Maddy" and then he left 

I wake up to Conrad "Maddy" he said "Mhm what happened" I say "Come on" he said I get out of bed and we go downstairs and out the back door which leads to the beach we walk down the beach and sit in the sand "why did you wake me up?" I asked him "Because I want to know everything," he said "Conrad," I told him warning "No more excuses no more lies no more I want the whole truth." he told Sturn "ok," I said I turned to look at him "right before last summer there was a party me and steven snuck out it was all fun until I walked into the wrong room and Leo was there he told his friends to leave and then it was just him and me I tried to leave he grabbed my arm I told him I had to go he didn't listen he told me to shut up I told him no he had me on the bed as I was screaming for help but no one came he never actually um did anything I kicked him and got away but he told everyone that me and him well you know that's why I wasn't here last summer" he looked at me for a second before asking the question I hoped he wouldn't ask "that's why you do that to yourself?" he asked holding my arm in his hand "yes," I said one simple answer 

It felt like a weight was lifted off my chest and I could breathe "Conrad?"I ask "Yes?" and he answers "I love you I've loved you since I was a little girl dancing around the living room with you and I don't think Im ever going to stop loving you," I'm say taking a breath after "ma-" he starts but I cut him off  "and I know that it's hard loving me and I know that you might not feel the same way but I needed to tell you that I'm ready when your ready an-" he cuts me off "I love you too Maddy," he says kissing me I kiss him back his tongue slipping I'm my mouth my hands in his hair we both pull away for the air we both smile laughing I kiss him again this time he pulls me onto him so I'm straddling him I start to move a little and he guides me his hand traveling up to my butt he lets out a groan "god Maddy you don't know what you do to me" he whispers

I reach my hand under his shirt trying to take it off but he stops me "Are you sure?" he asks "Yes I'm sure" I answer "ok," he says letting me take off his shirt thank god we brought a blanket he turns us over so he's on top of me he starts to take off my shirt leaving me in my bra he begins to take off my pants and then I unbutten his he kisses me trailing down he neck and my chest to my underwear he asks me again "this is what you want right" "yes I promise" I say he unclips my bra throwing it in the sand he kisses and sucks all over my chest and stomach leaving marks I let out little moans which makes him suck harder than he pulls my underwear off slow as if he is savoring this moment he looks at me "your so beautiful" he says and then kisses me he takes off his boxers and I look at him he gives me a final look of consent and I nod he pushes inside me slowly I grasp his arm "is this ok" he asks "ya" I say he waits a little before he starts moving i moan in his ear clawing at his back with each thrust he kisses me as i moan into his mouth he starts moving faster which makes me moan louder "conrad god so good" i moan he kisses me again he cums and i do as well he finishes inside me before pulling out and laying next to me 

he holds me in his arms brushing through my hair with his fingers "That was amazing" I tell him "I'm glad" he laughs "I love you" he says kissing me "I love you" I kiss him back we get all of our clothes and start to get dressed we head back to the house and i go to his room we cuddle and fall asleep in each others arms.