6:57 AM.
My parents started arguing at 6 in the morning. Why? Not sure yet. But, understandably, grandpa was pissed off about the RV door being slammed. With the holes and damages that happened back at the Apartments, I wouldn't be surprised if they broke the door.
Good news though, I fixed the problem I had before a month ago. I did the one thing no one else in this entire family even tried saying to poor Grandma. I apologized. I still don't think that is really enough, she was fine with it and assured me it was enough. We are back on good terms, and I'm extremely happy with that. Still hate what I did, though.
I'm back in school. I should take a nap before school, so I don't fall sleep during school hour.
3:05 PM.
I'm useless. I am absolutely useless. I have a better life than my friend. My best friend. She has a worse life than mine. She's suffering because of it. I want to switch places with her. I don't care if she's more skilled at her classes and I would fail more than one could fall into the ground, I don't care if I would have to deal with an aggressive father, I don't care if I have to deal with annoying classmates, I don't care about any of it, I just want her to have a better life. My problems aren't even actual problems if I have so much fucking confidence. I can't do shit. I'm useless. I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone, either. I'm scared it'll go wrong. I don't want to deal with this. But I don't want her to suffer by herself.. I hate it all.
I hate how useless I am.
