A'roya

A Message on My Mistake

Hey, this is a message posted on my conversations tab, and stories Lioness, Silent, Be mine Noelle, A'roya, and A'raya.

so you might have seen it.

(just in case so I don't have people on my ass about posting this everywhere. this is important and I want all my readers to see it)

it's 807 words for those who "don't want to read allat."

SPOILERS (Mostly confusing and not for this book)

Arranged to him, Julius and Julia, A'roya, and A'raya are books I wrote when I was young and not meant to be taken seriously. That is why the characters are questionable and make dumb decisions or sometimes things are false, cus I was young and dumb and I didn't know how things worked. Please read the story as I intended it to go and not create an entirely different and incorrect narrative even though MC were wrong, THERE'S a reason why they're still doing what they're doing.

For years, IVE tried to tell people Xami's insane, she's not who you think she is, but because of my stupid toxic writing back then most people do not read very far and they don't get to Julius and Julia to see the full extent and that is my fault entirely.

So this is me, the author telling you. Bellamy is wrong. Bentley is wrong. Winola is wrong. Nikolai's toxic in the beginning. And Xami is an insane obsessive villain. They didn't tell Xami shit because when they do, she becomes insane like in chapter 14 where she attacks pregnant winola (Ngl I forgot what they told her, I don't read arranged to him because it's one of my most disappointing works.) she and her brother are antagonists along with Liam and the Mexican mafia leader (forgot his name)

Even in my recent stories like Lioness and Targeted the MCs do stupid things that make you go like "why?"

Like in lioness, Nas let her anger and impulsivity take over over and over again. Ruslan was too stubborn and in his feelings about his children being afraid of him to tell Nas that he knew it wasn't her fault but all his in chapters 25-32. And Nas thought it was her fault because she's trained her whole life to be an assassin so much so that she cowers when it comes to sex because she's only known one thing and that is to be like the men in her fathers mafia, but when it came time to kill, fight, and/or investigate, she ran.

In Targeted, Kasia is meant to be a woman of low self worth who doesn't like confrontation/hurting people. Even tho she does hurt Silver she tried to appease both him and Brady and that's why it took so long for Brady to leave the scene. Silver was frustrating, I get it, but he's been traumatized so severely by his own mother, that even tho he loves his daughter he doesn't tell her because he is scared of the same words his mom gave to him and then traumatized him and whenever he's angry he pushes people away, and that's why even tho he says hurtful shit to Kasia in chapter 8 he spend the rest of I think chapters 9-19 trying to get her back with how he knows.

Analia is ten, and tho she speaks like she knows what sex is she doesn't. All she knows is that adults go into a room and scream and make noise and then get knocked out.

She's the first child in the Moretti family. She's meant to represent the mistakes the brothers and Silver made while raising and meant to represent the turning point of how Silver becomes a real father to her and Kasia a mother to her.

She acts older than she is sometimes because she has to deal with traumatized adult men, especially her father. But again shes still a child and she doesn't know as much as she thinks she does.

I have explained myself. At the end of the day, I'm seventeen and I realize my mistakes.

I wrote some of these books as a terrible 12 yr old and I had stupid stupid opinions and I correct some of them and leave some so y'all know this ain't a sane adult that's supposed to know that doctors don't tell patients families that they're pregnant and have lost the child and actually just tell the patient.

I'm still learning and sometimes I make mistakes like in Between the stars and earth, white guy lazarus tells black alien girl Nelsa that her hair is unrealistic for her skin color and my dumb ass wrote this because I wasn't thinking in the sense of this could be offensive. But I changed it after having my friend read it and be like, girl, no.

I'm not perfect but if there is a mistake and you feel offended feel free to DM and I'll make corrections.

Thank you.

if you made it till the end thank you :)