✅(JINKOOK+TAEJIN)❤️ 2nd Book(completed)

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"I don't want to marry.i would be preferred to die than to marry a unknown person.i love him.. so much.i want him to be mine "

"Don't say this jin-ah.you have to live for your family who loves you very much.Besides He didn't think the same jin-ah.He made excuses... "

"Ohh..so..He didn't want to marry me right mom? "Tear shading both side of jin's eye.jin eyes were injured when he fell on the stage.bandage rapped around his eyes.so he couldn't see but he could hear.

His mom take his hans on within his own.

" he nither disagree to the marriage nor agreed to marry you"

"How can he agree?work is his first priority you know?i don't want him to destroy his career also.its ok" jin said crying.

Jin's mom tightly engulf his hand & tried to give him smile.

"I can love my husband right mom..may be not immediately but may be some days/months later"jin said it with hopes.

"I am not physically well.can not the marriage date be postponed? How can the marriage took place in the hospital? "

"Marriage is necessary. Our family Priest said it should be done as soon as possible. Xion yang is a very good person. He accepted to this marriage in one go.not like him giving excuse. "

Jin didn't said anything. He accepted his fate already.

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"His heart almost stop breathing Mr.kim.Its second time.you should not pressurize him about marriage. Its gives him physical & mental stress.To relief that we are giving him high dose medicine so he will not be in his senses for few days.when he will be conscious but not fully in his scence" jin's Doctor said.

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[Jin's pov ;]

I don't know whats happening.i can feel someone's breath in my neck...its discomforting. I don't want it..but i cannot shout either.i am in a moaning mess. i cannot lift my hand as my left hand previously injured &my right one plugged with IV saline,blood transfused. Its painful. Those touches stops abruptly & i can hear some noises.
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I can feel my mom smiling.she takes my hand in her own.

I cann't clearly hear her & i can not respond her back either.i feel like crying.

.i feel tired.i can not see.its frustrating. Around me all things are dark only.why the doctor doesn't remove bandage from my eye.

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Why tae & others member did not come to meet me?are they angey because i messed up the performance & showed army how imperfectionist bts are.i am a burden. Its good that i will never go back to bts.now they can be perfectionist team as well.cause problem (jin) is gone from there life.but i really thought tae would be come to meet me.may be he can not have the courage as he rejected to marry me.

I really want to cry like a baby.
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I feel like two people holding me up in sitting position. I moan in pain.my whole body is paining.
"Jin-ah say i do"i can hear mom

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"I do"

I said without a second thought as my mom told me.

Someone holds my hand & slip a ring in my right ring figure as my left one is injured .now i understand the marriage rituals are performing. Tear slipping from my eyes continuously. I lose my love today. I with my mom's help slip ring to my would be husband's ring.

"Taehyung  you wanted to be free right.now you are free officially.now you don't have to bear my childish behaviour. "

"Kiss you husband " may be the priest said.

I am feeling discomfort to think about it.He is going to kiss my lip where taehyung  used to.i don't want it.i want to reject this idea but anything is not in my hand.

I can feel his lip not on my lip but my cheeks..may be he noticed i was uncomfortable so he did that.small things matter the most to me.now i want this relationship genuinely. I will try to fulfill my husband's needs.

Continue..