Make it last forever (sequel)

chapter 37

"i'm tired of your black ass" i say marching down the stairs with Madison. "Shut alltat shit up, you weren't saying that when you were taking dick .. now were you? and besides just because kim called to set a meeting up with me doesn't mean im cheating" he retorts back at me. Once again, this bitch causes problems in our relationship. why? i don't know. "Maybe if what didn't go down in new york , i would trust that bitch around you. I swear to god Khalil if i see another magazine cover with you and her picture from the other night, ima go crazy. and it isn't my normal crazy. Why the fuck did you take a picture with her anyway? oh yeah thats right .. you're a dumb ass. " i say burping Madison. "aye don't be cursing around my child. wait.. so you saying you don't trust me ? oh aight cool. I'm leaving in ten minutes don't wait up. " he says walking away from me "No baby i didn't mean it like that.. Please don't leave, you said you had to leave at 6 .. its 2." he laughs "Bryn, im a grown ass man. You already said what you feel cool.. " i sigh "YOU'RE TAKING IT THE WRONG WAY" i yell to get my point across "If you don't trust me then why are we married? waste of my time.." he says slamming the front door leaving me speechless. 

"Awe Bryn stop crying. isn't this like the normal for you guys?" i nod and sigh" but it shouldn't be the normal! if he really loves me and wants to save this marriage , he will attend counselling with me.. " she nods " well.. have you talked to each other about it? i mean you do have to discuss it with him too, you know." i sigh " knowing khalil, he's going to give some bullshit excuse. " she nods "well.. give him an ultimatum.. Then you go from there hunny" i sigh "I love him.. i really love him" i sigh. "This is the same problem Jordan and I went through.. we didn't know how to fix our marriage the correct way. But , i do know you guys will overcome this obstacle. after all, you have three children for god sake. " i giggle "Yeah.. the loves of my life" i smile. "I have to get going. make sure that the shop closes at ten tonight. i'll call you later okay?" i nod. I haven't really been into the shop much as Chanel has and to be back feels great. I start cleaning the inventory out and checking the money like i usually do to keep myself occupied. I have no idea what  im going to do with this situation with khalil.. I mean, i didnt know that i hurt him that bad for him to even say that.. Whatever i do , i need to do it quick. 

"Hi, Dr.Harris. This is Bryn calling, again. I would like to schedule an appointment with my husband and myself for friday , is that okay? You can bill it to the card on file. " i say into the phone "Hello Bryn, and okay. I thought you and Khalil were on pretty good terms since the last time i saw you..What happened? " i sigh "Its a long story, which i'll be more than willing to share tomorrow." i say "Okay , see you friday , at 12 pm" 

i get back home from work around 9 and there's no sign of the kids nor Khalil, So i'm thinking maybe they went to grandma's for the night. Even still, he should've told me before.. I go upstairs to take a shower and get ready for bed since today has been a long day for me. 

i get out the shower like twenty minutes later hearing the kids running back and forth up the stairs "what the hell is going on? why are you guys not in bed " i say "Daddy just brought us back home from ms.Kim house mommy. He said we have five minutes to play before bed time " i nod "And where is your black a- " khalil comes around the corner " Is there a problem ?" he says giving me a cold look "No, i was wondering where the hell my kids were at.. i can't believe you would take them to that bitch house and think its cool, i should slap the shit out of you right now " i say pacing back and forth in the bedroom. "Well, for starters, you not gone hit me because you already know what i would do... second , i took them with me to run some errands after picking them up from camp.. then, Kim called and said that she wanted to meet me at her place to talk about some stuff. " i roll my eyes at his bullshit excuse "Yeah okay. No way in the world that is true but fuck it khalil! fuck you too!" he sighs getting up from the bed. "Im really not bout to argue over my whereabouts if you think im lying fuck it, it's really fucked up that you can't even trust me Bryn" i roll my eyes "Well.. i do know that you're lying.. and i really think we should go to counselling khalil! i actually schedule an appointment for friday.." i say " Counselling? for what? we good Bryn! we don't need no lady telling us what to do in our marriage.." he says laughing "It is the only way we can find out what we really need to fix.. im tired of the constant fucking arguing between us! If you don't attend counselling friday then i really see that you don't want to fix this marriage.." i say. "Maybe it's not worth fixing ..  because im not attending counselling Bryn.. so you can do whatever you want then." he says coldly. "Khalil!" i say in between slight cries "I'm sleeping in the guest room. " he says slamming the door. I get in the bed and cry myself to sleep. How could he? why wouldn't he want to fix our marriage ?...