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Chapter Eighteen

(Pic of Jenny on side ----------------------->)

~Alex Pov~

MMMM why does my hurt so bad. I hate hangovers. I only got a hangover cause of Jenny. I can’t believe her. Yesterday after I left Katherine I went down to Jenny grandma house. Her grandma is the absolute nicest person in the world. She had told me to go down to the guest house that Jenny was in there. To be honest I was so happy to be with her. I love her like crazy she was the first girl I loved. I was a huge player before me and Jenny got together.  So when I was going in ready to kiss her and hug her cause I missed her so much. Going In I didn’t expect her to be naked under a naked man. Her long blonde hair spread over the back of her pillow why the man thrust into her. I don’t know why. But I snapped and I walked toward them and threw the guy off  her and just punched him. Just listening her screaming at me stop got me angry. I got off the guy I couldn’t help but look at her with disgust. She had a small smile and looked up at me as she was down naked to the naked guy helping him sit up.

~FLASHBACK TO THEN~

HOW COULD SHE. I GAVE UP MY DAMN MATE JUST SO HER,TREY,AND I CAN BE A FAMILY. DAMNITT AND NOW SHE IS WAS HAVING SEX WITH A GUY. OH MY GOD HOW CAN I BE SO STUPID.

“Alex sweetheart calm down.” She soothed while rubbing that man.

“CALM DOWN. CALM DOWN YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! “I yelled at her.

“Alex honey please let me explain.” She said sitting down.

“Oh please enlighten me my wonderful wife.” I told her.

“Well you see Alex. I found my mate about a year ago. His name is Carter. When he and I first met he found out about Trey and left me. He wanted Trey to have a family. Parents together so it is easier for him. So we just decided to become close friends. Then it changed and we just started making out. Alex you don’t understand how it is to kiss your mate. It is so amazing. You get these sparks when you touch but they are worse when your lips connect. It just so amazing. I just want to be with him and you. So I kept seeing Carter behind your back. When I said I was going to work I drove all the way up here to see Carter. That just how it been for some reason. I love him Alex.” She told me hugging onto the naked guy I believe is Carter. But damn is she a bitch.

“ So I fucking rejected my mate for you for NO DAMN REASON.” I yelled toward her.

“No one told you too” She told me back.

“Damnitt Jenny. I broke her damn heart she been threw enough.” I said pacing back and forth.

“Look Alex, Me and Carter want a family of our own. We don’t want anyone else but our family.” She said. Wait a family of only there does that include Trey. If it doesn’t I swear to god.

“Okay I understand we will get a divorce. Then we figure out the situation with Trey.” I told her. The growl that came out Carter made me a bit angry.

“No Alex, I am sorry but I don’t want or need Trey in my life anymore. I just want mine an Carter children. I will never see Trey or you again after this Friday when I come down with Carter to get my things.” How can she leave her five year old son. How  can she even think of that.

“You sure seem like you practice what you where going to say.” I told her.

“Well we have been planning this for over two weeks.” I heard Carter say.

“Whatever go to hell how can you leave your  son. He loves you to death. Don’t worry about Trey he will be perfect with me.” I told her slamming the door and walking to my car. I couldn’t help the anger that build up in me when I think of her. My first love just giving up on her son. I thought she was better then that. The first thing I need to do is get drunk.

~End Flashback'

That was the only thing I remember. After getting to the bar I am completely blank. Why is this bed so comfortable. Opening my eye I look up and gasp.

WHY THE HELL IS KATHERINE ON THE BED WITH ME. WHY THE HELL AM I ON TOP OF HER. OH GOD WHY THE HELL ARE WE BOTH NAKED. OH NO NO NO NO NO NO.  Jumping off the bed I grabbed my shirt and pants ran out so fast. Did we have sex of god. I can’t even remember. Was it even good sex. I hope it was. Might as well make her some breakfast.

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Going up the stairs with her food in hand I can here her sniffling. Is she sick. Oh I hope not I will get her some medicine. I want to be with her so bad. Openiing the door I seen my sweet angle of a mate in the corner. Ih god she is shaking is she having a panic attack.

“Baby girl are you alright?” I asked. She wouldn’t look me in the eye but she started crying harder. Going toward her trying to wrap her in my arm she yelled and hit me.

“DON’T TOUCH ME ALEX! HOW COULD YOU!” She yelled. How can I do what. I just woke up. I’m not even sure me and her had sex.

“How could I do what?” I asked.

“How don’t you remember. You are worse then the first time I got taken and Billy raped me. MY OWN MATE RAPED ME. I didn’t think it could get worse.” She cried.

“I what” I asked stunned. Oh god I hoped I didn’t. Oh man how can I. She probably hates me now.

“Rape, Alex that is what you cal it when you tell someone no and they force sex. Why cant I once just once.” She said crying into her hands. Oh no damn. Oh gosh.

“I am so sorry I was drunk.” I told her. That is no excuse I know I will make it up to her.

“Hey Kat you okay?” I hear Thomas ask as he came in the room.

“Thomas oh thank god you are here. Can I go over to your house please?” She asked more like begged.

“Yeah I just came to bring you over. Mom and Dad are down here” Thomas said. I couldn’t help but watch my mate pack her bags and run to the car so fast. It broke my heart. Damnitt. I need to castrated how could I do that to her. I should have been thinking of my action. I should have just stood in the house with her and not went to see Jenny.

“Hey Daddy look what Aubee got me.” I hear my son say. Looking behind I see him holding up a stuffed animal.

“Ooh that is so cool buddy let me see it.” I told him as he sat on my lap.

“Cool right I can’t wait to show mommy and Katherine.” He said.

“Hey big bro what you been up to it is really late.” Aubree said walking into the room. Looking toward the clock I see it is now dark. I must have sat here  all day. How am I going to make it up to Katherine. I need to make it up to her I love her and I haven’t even had a full conversation with her.