30 January 2018

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Dan,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I am 31 years old. Ew, I sound old. But I guess I don't feel old cause I still feel like a child.

PJ and Chris came by and we ate cake and played some videos games. Nothing has changed, besides you not being here to yell when you don't win. Though, it would be nice to see and hear that again.

Mum also called! But she asked if you were here throwing cake in my face. I said no, because you're working with BBC still and had to fly to Germany. Truthfully, I don't even know if you still work for them.

I think she's starting to notice that you're not around anymore. She asked if you've been gone a lot lately, and I told her yes. Because it's true. You're never here, Dan. You're gone.

One of the last times you talked to me was when you told me happy birthday last year.

I'm 31 and I'm missing my best friend.

From the old birthday boy,
Phil Lester

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