Save Me (Adam Lambert)

Chapter 85 - Proposition

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-Em xo

Chapter 85:

"Alex? Baby where are you?" I pout, searching the top floor of the house.

Our bedroom, the nursery, the bathroom, everywhere. Hmmm...

I hear the bell echo through the house after it is rung from outside. Jesus, what now? Can't I have one day without someone bothering me?!

I sigh and trudge down the stairs, swinging the door open to be faced with...nothing. No one in sight. Stupid kids. Ding-dong ditch is so ten years ago, ugh! Oh god, I'm already becoming 'that' type of person. I should be loving and cuddling as many kids as I can. My motherly instincts have kicked in and all that, but I'm just so tired lately that it's not even funny.

My schizophrenia is out of control, and I'm constantly paranoid about losing the twins.

I go to close the door, but a rectangular black box stops me as it comes in to sight. I bend down, a little difficultly, and pick it up before coming back inside and kicking the door closed gently.

I pull off the small white card that is tucked under the criss-cross of a white ribbon.

"I hope you like it. Be ready by six. I love you baby <3 xoxo -Alex"

"What on earth is that boy up to?" I laugh, my eyes never leaving the sealed box until I sit down on our bed.

I glance at the digital clock on my bedside table: 4p.m. Cool, I got time to get ready.

Sighing I slip the ribbon off and lift the lid. My blue eyes widen at the beautiful material I soon pull from cardboard. A thickish-strapped red dress that reaches to the floor. The colour suits my skin tone perfectly, and makes my eyes seems bluer than ever.

After showering, and washing, blow drying, and straightening my hair, I slip into the dress, as well as doing my make-up. It's a perfect fit, even with my not-so-little baby bump. Did he measure me in my sleep or something?

I find my black sequined heels and slip them on, before adding jewellery. My two bracelets, and the necklace Alex gave me all those years ago. His heart.

As if it was timed, and it most likely was, once the numbers flip to 6 p.m. the doorbell rings once again today, and I grab my black clutch. I can't wait to see him. I know it's been like six hours since I last saw him, but I miss him every time he's not around.

I treated him like absolute shit when we first met. Well, when we started going to school together at least. He saved my life, literally, one day, and I hated him for it. For a while, I actually hated him. And it makes me sick to my stomach that I let that happen.

He's my everything, and I love him more than humanly possible. I want to be with him every second of the day, and I'd give anything to be in his arms forever, never having to leave. God, I can't even express how much I love him, it's just not possible.

He's every cell of my blood. He's every beat of my heart. He's the reason I'm going to be a mum. He's the reason I even believed that it was possible to be touched by a human that way. Every time we make love, it's beautiful. It's passionate, and loving, and...amazing.

He's my entire world.

So I pull open the door, expecting my beautiful boyfriend, the father of my children, to be on the other side. But I'm, slightly, saddened at the replacement.

"Dad's? What are you doing here?" I question, eyeing them both curiously. Dressed in black suits? Why? But they just smirk at me, and take my hands, leading me down the stone path, and to...a horse drawn carriage?!