Shawn Mendes Imagines

Undesirable p a r t 2

"So you and Shawn?" Maggie chuckled nudging my arm.

I chuckled and shook my head.

"He doesn't like me back" I sighed taking another sip of my drink.

"How do you know?"

"Because I do" I mimicked her.

She giggled and I leaned up against her.

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I walked down the street heavily drunk looking around for my house. I saw some flashing lights coming down towards me and I prayed that it was Shawn. But of course, it wasn't. How can you forget your drunk best friend at a party? I sniffled and felt tears welt up inside me. After an hour or so, I finally got home. Well at least I think it was home, I had the key to the house. I opened the door and realized it was Shawn's house. I heard soft moans coming from upstairs and scoffed in disgust. He left me to fuck with some girl?! I thought I had feelings for Shawn, but I changed my mind. I slammed the door behind me and ran back to my house. I slammed my body to the bed feeling all the tears rush out of me.

*Shawns POV*

"Did you hear that?" I asked as the blond underneath me rubbed my chest.

"No, baby please" she whimpered.

"I think someone's here" I said getting up and getting dressed.

She moaned and covered her face with the blanket. I made my way downstairs with a trophy in my hand. I looked around the place and it was empty. It must've been the wind or something. I saw a shiny object hiding under the couch and reached under to grab it. It was y/n's spare key.

"What's this doing here- y/n never-" I stopped myself and my eyes got wide.

"OH MY GOD I FORGOT Y/N AT THE PARTY!" I shouted to myself grabbing my jeep keys and running to it.

I felt so horrible. What kind of friend am I. I drove down to the house as quickly as I could feeling the heat rush to my cheeks. The party was dead and hopefully she wasn't. I opened the door and found Carter cleaning up.

"Hey man have you've seen y/n?" I asked biting my finger nails.

"No dude she walked home" he shrugged.

"SHE WHAT!?" I yelled.

I ran to my car and looked around the place frantically. I jumped into my car and drove straight to her house. I didn't bother to knock. I just went straight in with anger and worry washing away my feelings. She's my best friend and I love her. I can never forgive myself and she probably won't either. I opened her door and found her laying on her bed sobbing.

"Y/n?" I asked.

"What do you want asshole?" She sobbed.

"Y/n, I'm so so sorry. I didn't mean to leave you"

"Fuck you Shawn" she mumbled.

"Y/n, is that why you're mad at me because I left you?"

"Well duh you fucking idiot!" She shouted.

But those weren't angry tears. They were sad tears.

"Y/n, please tell me what else is wrong" I sighed sitting next to her.

She scooted away and scoffed.

"You don't care about me, so leave me alone" she replied.

"But I do care for you" I said holding her shoulder.

She turned to me and sighed.

"Shawn, I love you-"

"Well I love you too" I smiled.

"No like, Shawn I love you" she replied more meaningful.

"You do?"

"Yeah. But you don't love me back so just leave and go fuck that girl" she sobbed.

"I knew it was you..." I sighed covering my face.

She wiped away her tears and shook her head.

"I can't even look at you the same way, after you left me"

I sighed and looked in the mirror sitting across  from her bed.

"Me either..."