property of liam dunbar {boyxboy}

nine • property of liam dunbar

{liam dunbar}

I have come to terms with my sexuality.

I am gay.

I never thought I would be saying these words, ever.

"I am gay" I said as I looked in my bathroom mirror, it feels and tastes funny coming out of my mouth.

But I never felt attracted to boys before, until Brett came along. I didn't want to believe him when he told me, but now I do.

I shut my light off and grabbed my phone and car keys and left my room. My mom had already left for the party at Brett's house.

I turn off the lights in the house and left locking the door with the house key that was attached to my car keys. I smile at myself, I feel free.

I look down at my dress shoes almost clacking sound against the concert ground. I had on black slack pants and a dark blue polo shirt.

When Brett's house came into view, six cars were parked along the sidewalk. I speed up my pace eager to see Brett for some reason.

I open his front door and walked in, there was old couples and young couples also. I shut the door behind me. I spot my mom talking to Ms. Talbot, smile and walk to her.

"You changed your mind huh" she kisses my cheek, "Hi Ms. Talbot" I wave to her "You look nice Liam" she smile at me. "So do you, you look beautiful" I smile at her.

"What're you ladies talking about anyway" I asked wrapping my arm around my mom's waist "Just talking about how you and Brett don't hang out anymore" my mom looks at me, I know that look she's giving me. It's the look that's saying ask-the-question-that-you-want-to-ask-so-bad look.

"Where is Brett"I asked looking at Ms. Talbot, she smiles at me from ear to ear "He's in the kitchen getting wine" she looks at my mother smiling then back at me.

I smile lightly then take my arm away from my mom's waist. I walk to where the kitchen was and see Brett, his back is towards me. His white long sleeved button down shirt looked tight on his body. His slack pants made his butt look bigger too.

"Brett" my voice almost shaking, I'm nervous. His head raises up and his ears twitch at the sound of my voice.

He turns around slowly. His long sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, he held his wine glass up to his stomach.

We just stood there looking at each other, people walked by us and didn't care that we took up the kitchen area.

"You dress up nice" I said breaking the awkward silence.

"I'm scared that if I talk to you you'd punch me again" he chuckles softly, I shake my head "No I'm not going to punch you." He looks down at his wine then back at me "Thanks, so do you" I smile.

   "I wanted to talk, in private" I look around the kitchen. There was people in the kitchen chit chatting and eating.

"Okay, follow me" he walks past me and I could smell his cologne, and it smelt amazing.

I follow him upstairs, we stop in the hallway and I lean up against the wall and he did the same propping up his foot against the wall.

"I want to say I'm sorry for fighting you at school, and avoiding you also" I put my hands in my pockets. "It's okay I don't blame you, I would punch myself too" he rubs the back of his neck and drinks his wine.

"And I believe you now" I said, he stops drinking and looks at me "About what" he drops his foot to the floor from the wall.

"You know what I'm talking about" I narrow my eyes at him. "Does this mean I don't have to prove to you that you are anymore" he pushes himself off the wall, so he stood up straight.

   I shake my head no "Good because I was going to do something stupid and maybe ruin are friendship forever" he setting down his wine glass on a little shelf in the hallway. "Like what" I tilt my head to the side.

   "Kissing you" he looks down at me, him mentioning a kiss makes me want a kiss all of a sudden.

   He walks closer to me, he leans down and slowly places his right hand against the side of my face so he touched my ear and cheek.

   I stood still, my hands by my side, my breathing quickened. He hovers over my lips, his hot minty breath was warming my lips.

   I leaned against the wall even more, as if I was trying to get away but wasn't. He rubbed his lips against mine for a quick millisecond as if teasing me.

   A whimper almost escaped my lips but didn't. He did it again.

   When he finally placed his lips against mine they sent hot tingles all throughout my face and I wanted more of that.

   He takes my left hand and slides it against his hip then to his lower back.

   He was tall so I had to look up and kiss him with a strained neck. He pulled away and looked at me.

   "How was that" he asked trying to calm his breathing, I kept my hand on his lower back "Weird" I said honestly. He chuckles, "What to do it again" he asked I nod my head slowly.

   He leans in again slowly and reconnects our lips. This time he licks the bottom of my lip, and I open my mouth more. His tongue met with mine and we both wanted to be dominate, we moved slow not rushing things.

   He presses his body up against mine and I felt his hard member against my thigh. And it made me hard, he smiled in the kiss.

   Footsteps were coming up the steps and I softly pushed Brett off me and wiped my mouth.

   Brett just grabbed his wine and stood there like nothing happen but placed his wine glass in two of his hands in front of his hard member covering it up nicely. I just stood there awkwardly.

   It was just an old guy going to the guest bathroom.

   I look over at Brett, "You worry to much." He comes back and stands in front of me, he wraps his arm, that held the wine glass, around my neck. "These people don't care about anything, okay" he puts his other hand on my left hip.

   Leaning down connecting our lips again, I felt the same thing with the tingles and they felt stronger. I put a hand on his waist and pull him closer to me.

I pull away. I look up at him, we didn't say anything.

   I get out from under him "I can't" I said as I walked back downstairs. I run a hand through my hair, kissing was a mistake. I just came to terms of accepting myself and then we kiss, no I can't starting him like that just yet.

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