Andley OneShots ✔

Don't Let Me Fade Away

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Andy

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I whimpered at the pain. Fresh red blood pouring out my arm. I couldn't help it, it was addicting and I liked it. Tears were streaming down my face as I gave a small laugh at my work that I did. I felt like a crazy person but it's not like I haven't been called weird or strange before...or even a freak.

As I let the blood drizzle out, I sat up against the wall of the bathroom. Just starting up at the ceiling.

"Goodbye world..sorry I wasn't good enough...now I sit here, dying a slow death. I know I won't be missed. My face was all red and wet from crying and wiping my face. I can feel dizziness consuming me until there was a knock at the door.

"Andy! Open up."

Ashley.

I never said this but I've always liked him..more like loved him. He was everything I ever wanted in a guy. I was gay. People loved or heated me for it but I didn't care. I never had the guts to tell him since he was straight. Always partying and having girls always under his wing.

"Andy? Andy you ok in there? I don't hear anything!"

I stayed silent as the banging on the door got more and more faded. Next thing I knew, everything was black.

***

I awoke by a bright light. I groaned and closed my eyes and opened them back again.

"Thank god you're ok, what were you thinking Andy?" I knew that voice..

"Ashley..?"

"Hey.." he mumbled. He turned to the guys and asked for a moment. It was silent, until I spoke.

"Why? Why did you save me?"

"Why? You're my friend! I'm not gonna just let you slip away from me like that." he got up from the bed and hugged me.

"I'm just glad your ok, it scared me, seeing you on the floor like that. All bloody and lifeless."

"I'm sorry..." I whispered. "I just wanted to end it all since mo one wants me here.."

"Why would you think that? We love you Andy, I love you. Don't think otherwise."

"You..love me?" I asked. Ashley's face got red when realizing what he just said.

"Andy...truthfully, yes I do love you...but more then that. I always hung around girls to hide who I really was...I'm in love with you Andy."

My heart fluttered by his words. He really does love me.

"I love you too Ashley...I've always have."

He smiles and walks over to my bed and placed his hands on my face and gently kisses me. He tasted like blueberries. Mm. He pulls away smiling down at me.

"Wow.."

"Yeah..wow..I never felt anything like that with girls...um Andy?"

"Yes, Ashley?"

"Be my boyfriend, please?" I smiled big. I finally got the man I ever loved. I nodded.

"Yes..I would love to be." he smiled big going in for another big kiss.