Forgetting

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

I was peacefully sleeping when I heard a mysterious voice start talking.

"Kaley, why would you do this to yourself?" The voice said, it sounded like whoever it was, they were crying. I started to feel a gentle rubbing on my wrist that relaxed me.

"Just five more minutes." I mumbled sleepily.

"Ok Kaley, I don't know if you can hear me right now, but I wanna share a secret with you. I think I'm falling in love with you, I'm not sure yet, but I really think I am." The voice said, I still couldn't tell who it was but it made me happy to know that they might be falling in love with me.

"I might be falling in love with you too, mysterious voice." I mumbled quietly, then fell back into a deep sleep.

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I woke up a little later and made my way to Jake's room. I knocked and he quickly opened it, he was smiling super wide.

"Why are you so smiley?" I asked while plopping down onto his bed.

"I don't know." Jake replied sitting next to me. I felt like he wasn't telling me something. Weird.

"I know that you're lying."

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are."

"No."

"Yes."

"No!"

"Yes!!"

"Fine, I am! But I don't want to tell you because it might ruin things between us."

"Just tell me."

"Oksoitoldyouwhileyouweresleepingthatimightbeinlovewithyouthenyousaidyoumightbeinlovewithmetoo." Jake said in a huge rush.

"Oh."

"Yea, I know you probably didn't mean it so you might as well spare me the words and just get out."

I quickly got out of his bed and made my way to my room. The scary thing is, I honestly think I might be falling in love with him.

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I've been avoiding Jake. Stupid, I know. Especially since I think I might be falling in love with him too. But I think I should've told him right then and there because he's been bringing some girl over lately. I don't know who she is because I don't see her around school. But, she's really pretty. She has this black hair that goes down to her back and it's always perfectly straight, plus she has popping blue eyes and perfect teeth. I want perfect teeth. She's just so perfect and I feel like a hobo compared to her. Ugh.

I made my way to the kitchen to grab a snack and stopped when I saw Jake and this girl kissing each other and smiling. Ouch, that hurts. I quickly turned and walked right back to my room. Well, going to my room was my intention but instead I made a detour to the bathroom. I needed to make myself feel better. I started cutting and cutting and I couldn't stop. The blood was just pouring out and there was so much of it. But still, I wouldn't stop. I couldn't. I started crying because my heart was in so much pain, not my wrists, I can barely feel that. I started to feel light headed and then I just saw black.

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Everything was so peaceful. I felt so carefree and happy. Whatever happened to me, I never wanted to wake up. I had nothing to worry about. Well, until I heard someone start speaking.

"Kaley, why would you do this? Why? The doctors don't even know if you'll wake up, you lost a ton of blood and they say that you're very weak right now. I'm so glad I found you when I did, you could've died oh my god. I can't lose you Kaley, I can't! Please wake up, please? I love you Kaley, I fucking love you! I realized that I really do when I found out I had the possibility of losing you. I can't lose you, you mean so much to me, even though we haven't known each other for years and years. Oh please wake up." The voice sounded so broken, so hurt, so angry, and so sad all in one. I felt bad for it, I wanted to wake up now, but I didn't know how.

"You'll wake up in due time my dear." Another voice spoke, it sounded like my mom.

"Mom?" I whispered. Then I heard the man voice again.

"Oh my god, you spoke! I know you're in there, please wake up?"

"Yes honey, it's me. I know you're ready to wake up now, but you'll have to figure out how, but I do know that it's not time for your death. You've still got so much living to do. I love you honey, I'll see you in the future when it is your time."

"No! Mom! Don't leave me again!" I started to yell. I felt someone grab onto me and hug me.

"Kaley, it's Jake, please wake up, I love you."

But I didn't know how to wake up.