LIVE IN YOUR BREATH ( slowly editing )

PART 7 : Who is that guy?

Part 7 : Who is that guy?

I take a deep breath. I read it.

KAY, where were you before? And what's wrong with you? Why call me that?

Why call him that? What's that suppossed to mean? What i usually called him? I call Brie to ask an advice. And when she come, I give her many question "Brie, He replies. What should I type? He asked me why i called him like that. What should I do?"

"Hey, Kay, just tell him the truth. And ask whatever you want with him, ok?"

"What if, I don't really know him? I mean, what if he is a common friend? What if he is a stranger? What if he is a stalker? What if, ah... I'm scared. Should I tell him?"

"Kay, can't you just calm down? Or give me your phone. I will ask him, and don't worry." She take my phone and start to type. And give me back my phone

LOL What usually I call you then?

I see her smiling face until I heard another ring

Are you kidding me, Kay? What's wrong with you?

I decided to type writing

I'm sorry. I was in an accident. And I didn't remember anything except my name and my family.

You are kidding, right? You still can open this messanger, you know the password. How can you didn't remember anything?

I'm not.

I think I'm gonna believe you. What kind of accident did you have? And The most important thing, are you alright, Dear?

Damn, Dear? Did he the one who said that thing? Who is he? Did I date an invisible guy? Why did iIdo that? Many question makes me feel headache.

Well, beside I forgot everything, I am still in a therapy. My body was hurt so bad. ( I don't even know why I can tell him that much )Sorry, can you tell me who are you?

Ouch. Kay, I don't really know what should I tell you. I am not sure which is better for you.

Why you should think which is better for me? Wait, is "CLAY" familiar with you?

Thats.. my name, Kay.

I feel my heart stop beating. He is Clay. I see Brie with blank sight. "Brie, he.... is.... Clay"

"That's good, Kay. You know that's really good. That's mean, he is something for you. You can talk to him to find your past. The missing part, you know.. You can trust him. I mean, beside you family, me, that name is the only one you remember. Although you missed other part of him, you remember his name. Believe me, Kay. It is good thing."

I feel like crying now. I can't remember anything. I found myself .. flirting? With someone noone ever know. It is totally sucks. Thanks God Brie is here. She hugs me. I don't know what will I do. Will  trust him?

Kay, are you still there?

Yeah, I am. Can I ask you something?

Everything for you, Dear.

So, he is really the one, That word, is the word that makes me headache when Josh said to me. Maybe what Brie said is true. He is something to me. I feel so depressed.

What are you to me? I mean, what kind of relationship did we have?

Um, Kay, maybe it will be better if you can find out in your diary. If you can't open it, the password is 'RICH'. Try that. But, you know, dearie, I will help you with everything you need. At least if I know that. But i do believe that I know. Anyway, if you want to open anything need password, try to type that. Maybe some of them is true.

Ok, Clay. I will try that. I will tell you after i read that.

Wait, Kay, are you sure you are ok?

Yeah, I think. Thanks. :)

Take care, Kay.

I open my diary and type 'RICH'. It did work. Wow, it is awesome. How can that guy know my password? "Brie, oh, I love you. He knows my diary password. I will try to read that after I go home. Oh, thank you, Brie. You are the best I ever had. Owh, i feel like I ever say that word. Did I ever said that to you?"

"Nope. Never. You better ask your Clay." She smiles

"Oh, come on, Brie. Don't laugh at me. Ah, should I tell Josh?"

"I think you should. He deserves to know."

"Ok, I will. And thanks Brie. Again."

"No problem, Kay."

As soon as we get gome, I laid down in my bed and read all the diary. That is not much to get, but it tolds me that I really love Clay. And that we already had some relationship for 6 months. That means, when I'm still date my ex. But, why he didn't show up when I was dissappeared for almost a month since the accident? Why my life has that kind of mystery? Maybe I will ask him later. I am ready to sleep when I heard my phone ring.

Good night, dearie. Don't let the bed bugs bite.

And it is from Clay.