Life has been hard on me and I don't know what to to anymore I just want to give up and I really just want to lay in bed for eternity and wait for death to slowly eat me away but I don't know anymore I don't known if I should do the right or the wrong I can barely look at a knife without thinking about staving myself or killing I just want to give up but I need to know if I should I need to know if you would visit me if I ended up at the hospital. I won't do anything stupid because I don't want to bring you pain I love you and would hate for you to be in pain but I just feel like giving up. I want to give up but I can't something isn't letting me give up I don't care if you think I'm saying this for attention because I'm not. This is what I truly feel but I don't want to give up because I am in love with the most beautiful girl I had ever seen she is the reason I don't want to give up the reason I fight these feeling and if she's reading I meant everything I said that I only fight these feelings because I'm in love with you I love you and would hate to see you in pain.
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PoetryHere I write poems but I may make a new book as a continuation to this one but I don't know
