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ALI.

"Ali? Ready for the MRI?" I looked over to the door seeing the doc walking through the door. My voice was really shaky as I spoke, "Y-yeah," After the moment of hesitation two nurses came in and pulled the brake leaver up on the right side of my hospital bed and rolled me out of the room.

We arrived in MRI room. There was this big circle thing with a bed in the middle. I laid down. "Be extremely still, okay love?" The nurse said. I nodded. She went into the room and the machine started. A moment of hesitation I breathed in and out twice. And I was being pulled through this circle thing.

AFTER MRI.

"Hey, how'd it go?" The boys walked in the room. I smiled. "It went okay, they  said that they will give results soon in the day of tomorrow or whenever."

"Oh okay, well the doc said that you can go home today!" Michael said happily. Luke gave Michael a look that I can't identify. I think it's his
'FÜCK OFF' face or his 'FÜCK YOU' face.

I'll ask later.

"What time?"
"Uhh... I think at 12:30? Maybe," I nodded. I went to grab my phone and I felt a chain on top. I looked and it was Momma's ring on a chain.

I falsely smiled and looked at Luke. "Can you put this around the neck?" He nodded reaching for the necklace and put it around my neck.

He sighs, "There," I can tell he smiled faintly. He's hurt I know he his by the look he has on his face.

"Hey! Are you ready?" I looked seeing the nurse smiling. "The hell I am!" I said smiling. Luke gave me clothes to change in. It's very awkward to undress in front of the boys and the nurse.

"DON'T LOOK!" I snapped, they all rushed out of the room but Michael. "Michael," I warned. He stood there with his arms crossed and then motioned me to hurry up.

You know what I don't care what people think of me. Why care? 

I shrugged and took off the hospital gown showing me, myself, and I.

"Shít," I looked at Michael.
"Pervert," I scoffed and so did the nurse. The nurse was a woman to, if you were wondering.

I got my underwear and bra and put everything on.

I was happy that Luke picked out my clothes because he picks out my band tees. He brought my Sleeping With Sirens 'We Are the Strays' tee, my black/red checkered skinny jeans, my black spiky belt, and my black studded boots.

I gladly put my dozen bracelets on my wrists. Luke got me a bracelet that says 'Wrists are for bracelets, NOT for cutting, -From Kellin Quinn.

I guess he bought it just to remind me when I want to cut always think of that saying.

"Ready?" I nodded and got in the wheelchair. "Why do I have to be in this thing? I can walk just fine."

"Hospital rules, love. Hospital rules..." She trailed off. "Oh,"

"Here we are," I saw the Calum pulled the car up on the side walk. "You need to learn how to drive. You know that?"

"Whoopsie.." I rolled my eyes and hopped in the car. Michael got in the back seat along with me. "Where's Dad and Ashton?"

I paused after I have realised of what I had just said.. The boys acted like they didn't care...

"They went to go get pizza," Oh... I really wanted to hug daddy...

Oh my lord... It feels... Kind of good to finally to call him my dad...

Suddenly I felt a presence of stares burning a hole through my head. It was Michael. I tried ignoring but-- he kept staring--

"What?" I ask looking at Michael. He clears his throat and rubs his hands on his knees. "Oh uh- N-nothing," he looked away. "Tell me," I said hitting his arm.

"Y---your beautiful," he said smiling. I smiled a little. "T-thanks,"

We finally arrived at home and there was a unknown car at our driveway.

I got out and ran to the door and opened it.

"Nevaeh?" I said looking at the person that is sitting on the couch. The girl looked at me and it was her. Her face was red with tear stains, she gave me a reliving look and smiled. 

"ALI! OH MY GOD!" She ran to me and balled her eyes out, the tears were continued to soak into my shoulder sleeve.

I forgot... I was the last person she had talked to before I tried to kill myself.

"Hey," is all I could say... She pulled out of the hug put both hands on my shoulders and shook me back and forth, practically yelling at me, "I was so fücking worried Ali! Don't you ever do that again! Please! Do you understand me?!" She pulled me back into another bone crushing hug.

"I'm okay Nev, I am and I will be fine. I'm here now!" A few tears fell from my eyes. "Stop crying for the love of God!" I sobbed into Nev's chest... When I see people cry because of me, I cry along too.

"I think I'm finished for now," she said as she wipes her last tear that fell down her face. "Okay," we pull out of the hug and say on the couch.

"Ali?"  Louis? I thought he left me, even though he sent those apologies to me but still...

"L-Louis?" I looked up and there stood an adorable 1.72m(5 ft 9), blue eyed, sassy prince.

Tears swell in my eyes, I couldn't help but burst into tears and jump into his arms.

It felt so good to be in the most safest, careful, and harmless arms of Louis'. I missed him so much. I missed us...

"I love you..." He whispers softly in the nape of my neck. My face imbedded into his chest as he holds me.

"I love you too, Louis." I snuck a little smile. I'm so happy,

"Don't you ever do that again, do hear me?" I nodded as I looked up from his tear-soaked-shirt. He leaned in for a kiss and I gladly accepted.

"Okay, I won't. I promise."

...wait, wHAT?!

Did I seriously just promise that!?
Oh my god, that was the biggest step for me to take... Because, I have never promised anything like that before...

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