Word Count: 747
Type Of Imagine: THE FEELS
After a couple of hours, I stood up, I walked into the living room and saw Matt sleeping on the couch. I sighed. I walked back into the office and I picked up Y/C/N and walked upstairs. I walked into my room to find a cold, empty environment. I put Y/C/N in the cradle beside my bed and sat on my bed and talked to him. "Hey baby." i said, combing my hand on his head. He looked up at me and said, "Dada? dada?" It broke my heart to hear him say that.
"Dada... h-he's at work." I said. "He's..... not here." I said. "But it's okay...... Mama is here." I said.
"dada dada!" he yelled, tearing up. I picked him up and kissed his forehead, "Sh sh sh it's okay" I said. "Don't worry baby, it'll all be okay." i said. He stopped crying and I put him down in the cradle. I handed him his favorite toy, his stuffed duck, right beside him and he cuddled up with it. I sighed then laid down in bed. I stared at the empty space beside me then grabbed one of Matt's pillows. I cuddled up with it, inhaling his scent. I closed my eyes and struggled to fall asleep.
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I sat up in bed and ran my hands though my hair. I heard Y/C/N cry and I got up and picked him up, cradling him. "Good morning my handsome prince." i said. He stopped crying as I kissed his forehead. I walked downstairs with him in my arms and walked into the kitchen. i made a bottle of milk with formula and walked back upstairs.
"Babe." I heard Matt's voice say, as I reached halfway up the stairs. I sighed then continued walking up the stairs. "Y/N please just talk to me." he said, as I reached the door of our bedroom. I turned my head and looked at him, he had red, puffy eyes.
I walked into the room and set Y/C/N in his cradle and handed him his bottle of milk and he started to slowly drink it. I heard a knock on the door. Knowing it was Matt, I didn't turn around or flinch. I just stood there, staring at Y/C/N. "I hate the silent treatment Y/N, you know that, it drives me insane!!" he said, I teared up slightly. "I'd rather have you yell at me and tell me everything I've done wrong over not even looking at me." he said, I could hear him crying. "Babe..... please, talk to me... anything." he said.
I cried silently. I turned around and looked at him. "you know what Y/C/N wanted last night, before and after you came home?" I asked him, my voice breaking.
"What?" Matt asked walking towards me. He was about to put his arms around me but I my hands up slightly, signaling him to stop... and he did.
"He wanted his dada." i said. "I had to tell hm that you were at work... busy and couldn't come home." I said.
"I'm sorry." he said.
"He loves you Matt." I said, tears streaming down my cheeks. "he loves you so much, and I love you too.... but you don't love either one of us." I said, braking down and falling to the floor, crying hysterically. Matt sat down next to me and said, "I love you so much Y/N, there's nothing that can ever change that." he spoke. "I didn't mean the words I said last night... I was drunk and stupid and stressed, and I put that all out on you, and I shouldn't have. You are a great mother, wife, and a hard worker." he said. "I love you and Y/C/N with all my heart and nothing is ever going to change that." he said. I looked up at him and he continue. "I don't know what I'm going to do without you, I'm sorry." he said then got up and left.
"Matt...." I sighed but he didn't come back. I got up and ran out the door, he was no longer there. I ran downstairs and out the door. I saw his car pull out of the driveway. "Matt don't go." i sobbed, falling to my knees. He saw me and stopped the car. I cried hysterically and soon felt his strong arms around me. "D-Don't go." I said. "Don't ever leave me...."
"I won't " he said then kissed my temple, "I love you." he said, "I love you more than anything."
A/N: ahhhh the feels!!! I cried while writing this.😁😂 I hope you guys liked it!
