My Immortal (Pewdiepie)

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Back up story from years ago. I just haven't been inspired to write recently. Sorry. Please try to enjoy my terrible writing from when I was first starting.

Also it's titled as Pewdiepie but it's more like Stephano talking about Pewds. Like I said, really old.

I'm so tired of being here. Suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave. 'Cause your presence still lingers here, And it won't leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.

Pewds died because of me. It's been a month, but it still stabs me. Why did I have to let him go? I should have stayed with him.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have All of me.

I did all of that for Pewds. I was always there. Lingering in the shadows to protect him. Running whenever I heard his distinguished yells.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light. Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face, it haunts, my once pleasant dreams. Your voice, it chased away, all the sanity in me.

I can't stand the game. I let my sanity drain until I die, but I come back. Why won't Pewds?

These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have All of me.

I did all I could to protect him and he still died. It was all my fault.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along.

I know Pewds was never real. So did Mr. Chair, Piggeh, and Jennifer. I just can't accept the fact he wasn't. He was my best friend, ruler of the bro army.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have All of me...me, me, me.

I just never understood why he couldn't come back.

Reading back over this it's so short and cringey. I'm so sorry you have to read this. I'll try to update soon, and something recent next time.

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