TAEHYUNG
I woke up holding Jungkook close to me. I had my head resting on his shoulder. I hugged him tighter around his waist. "I love you." I whispered into his ear and kissed him gently on his lips. His eyes were swollen from last night. I found him asleep on the bathroom floor, his face wet from tears. I carried him to my bed where I fell asleep with him. Jungkook rolled over to face me and just buried his head into my chest. I gently stroked his hair while we just lay there for a bit. "T-Tae?" Jungkook said after a while, looking up at me.
"Yes baby?"
"I'm sorry for ruining the party last night. Everyone was having so much fun until-" I cut him off. "Jungkook stop, you did nothing wrong. Your mother died, don't be sorry for being upset." I said truthfully and I must of reminded him of his mothers death because a tear escaped his eye. "Kookie I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring it up."
"It's not your fault." Jungkook said and pulled me close to him. "Don't cry, everything will be okay." I said and kissed him softly.
JUNGKOOK
All the members were gathered at the hotel for breakfast. I feel like shit. My eyes are swollen from crying so much, I have no energy to do anything and I have no appetite. I feel like such a burden to Taehyung and the other members. They are always looking after me and I feel like I'm bothering them. I sat at the table while every one had their breakfast. The hotel gave us some pancakes this morning. Jin had a big stack of them and shoved a whole pancake in his mouth somehow. Strange one he is. "Eat something Kookie." Tae said to me. I shook my head. "Not hungry."
"Kookie you are getting really skinny, I think you should eat." He sounded worried. Skinny? I scoffed. "Don't want to eat." I confirmed. Taehyung continued to eat his pancakes. I sat there with my hoodie over my head trying not to fall asleep. I had the dream again last night. Walking towards the moving train. The dream ended when I heard Taehyung whisper "I love you" in my ear. I guess love overpowers my wish for death. For now.
(a/n short chapter, yes, sorry! i update weekly so don't worry x)
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LOVE KILLS (VKOOK)
FanfictionJungkook is struggling with his self esteem, he is constantly feeling down and is deeply in love with Taehyung. What will he do when he realises that Taehyung has loved him all along too?
