Here we are again
Smiling, talking, laughing
Friends, that's what we are
That's what we ought to be.
We're friends
That's what they all know,
That's what you believe,
That's what we should be.
But somehow,
Something inside me changes
As if a tiny little flower
Starts to bloom in this small heart of mine.
A flower, a sweet little fragrance
Weak yet powerful
Blooming slowly, gently
Every time you're here.
Is this perhaps what you call love?
That's what fills my mind
Is it even possible?
Am i actually falling for you?
Ah this unrequited love
This one-sided feelings i keep inside
This sweetest sin i know i should avoid
But how can i leave the only light i know?
How can i keep away from the only right thing in my world?
How can i let go of the very thing that makes my existence livable?
Do you think i can ever let you go?
Even if this love can never be returned.
I am taken and you are too
He loves me, i know
And her feelings for you
Beyond doubt, she loves you.
Whichever way you look at it,
It's obviously wrong
But if to love you is a sin,
then what a sinner I am!
Now i'm confused beyond relief
As the pure friendship i felt for you
Starts to blossom into something deeper, different
What should i do?
The right path is to forget you
To kill these thoughts of you
But i know i'd only be happy
If at least i could let you know.
Perhaps this isn't the right time
Perhaps there's no right time in this life for this
Perhaps i need to forget,
To be your "friend" once again.
And so these feelings
The butterflies in my stomach
The tingling in my senses
They should all be forgotten.
To be kept in the very depths of my person
To be forever hidden til they die a natural death.
Good bye, sayonara
My secret little feelings.
