Old Friends ✖ Jack Johnson [COMPLETED] ✔

Making It Hard

••Alex's POV••

I woke up to an arm wrapped around my waist and my face buried in someone's chest. My eyes fluttered opened to reveal a sleeping Jack. I couldn't help but smile at him

I traced imaginary shapes on his chest and sighed. Should I forgive him?
It's just I always forgive him. I love him don't get me wrong. But it's like he always seems to believe other people over me. And I'm tired of it

I've never done anything so he wouldn't have trust in me. I've been loyal. I've tried to be a good girlfriend and in the end I always end up getting hurt. But maybe if I end up with him, it'll be worth it

"Mmm, morning." He mumbled in his morning voice
"Morning." I whispered back
"Sorry." He said removing his hand from my waist. I sighed and turned my back on him

"You know, I miss you. I know we didn't break up but you're still mad. Which you have every right to be. But I just miss holding you in my arms and telling you I love you." He mumbled as I felt him move

"Jack." I whispered as he buried his face in the crook of my neck and wrapped his arm around my waist before pulling me closer to him
"I love you baby, I'm so sorry." His voice cracked

"Don't cry please." I whimpered
"How can I not? Princess I hurt you and made you cry, I'm the worst boyfriend ever. I don't deserve you or your love." He said squeezing me but not too hard

I quickly turned around to face him. A tear rolled down his cheek making me heart ache.
"Jack." I whispered reaching out to wipe it away
"I love you." I said making him look up at me

"How?" He asked confused
"Jack you say it like it's impossible for someone to love you." I said caressing his cheek. He sighed
"For you to still love me after I made you cry, then yes." He nodded

"Jack you could break my heart and I'd still love you." I said
"I love you Jack, I'm still hurt yeah. And I don't want to forgive you that easily." I sighed

"But I do want you to be my boyfriend still, it's just some things won't be the same anymore. I'm not saying they never are but just not right now." I said. He bit his lip and nodded understanding

"I'll fix this, I'll fix us." He said caressing my cheek as he slowly started to lean in. I closed my eyes before our lips collided with each other. I wrapped my arm around his neck and kissed back slowly

He grabbed my waist and pulled me so we were now touching. I pulled on his hair making him moan into the kiss. He bit my lip and sucked on it before pulling away to catch his breath. I looked at him to see he was already looking at me

I swear getting lost in his eyes is most perfect thing ever. Besides him of course. He smiled softly and tucked a strand of hair being my ear. My breathed hitched as he gave my neck a soft kiss and he moved up to my jawline. I bit my lip and looked at him

"I love you princess." He smiled cutely making my heart flutter
"I love you too." I said making him crash his lips with mine again. This time more passionate

I smiled and scooted closer to him as he flipped us around so he was now hovering over me. His breath surprisingly taste like mint. I pulled away now insecure about mine
He frowned and looked at me

"What's wrong?" He asked caressing my cheek. I bit my lip and shook my head. He raised a brow
"Oh, you're worried your breath stinks huh?" He asked. I nodded slowly