I Needed to, I Had to

What's wrong?

        When I went out of that room with TaeHan everybody was happily shouting. I was wondering why at first but then, I saw a familiar face. I almost ran to this person. TaeHan was truly impressed and everybody stopped shouting. They were probably shocked. After all...They don't see a CEO being scold and ear pulled by a woman everyday. I pulled him a bit away so I could speak freely but I think they were hearing everything anyway.

"Forgive me! I'm sorry!

-Sorry?! I did everything by myself when I was only supposed to help! I wasn't even going to help but you use tricks to make me and still you dare to come just now!

-I'm sorry! I won't do it again. I have been caught in the traffic with the delivery trunk so I couldn't come earlier but I'm treating dinner to everybody later to apologize.

-It's the least you can do! I will forgive you this once but next time, I'm seriously going to punish you.

-Will you?" He was smirking and it got more on my nerves. I pulled harder on his ear to whip this teasing smirk off his face. 

"I will!

-Just like last time?!" Then I stopped in my track. I felt my whole body becoming hot. I can't tell if it was from anger or embarrassment but I must have been red as fuck. Images of the night came rushing in my mind. It took a few seconds to get myself together after that. Everybody was looking at us. I let out a deep sigh and turned my back.

"I don't even know why I'm arguing with you when you're using this kind of thing against me.

-I'm not! It's just a thought I had. 

-I can't have a serious talk with you anyway!

-...."  I don't know why but I felt like something was strange . He didn't answered and people seemed more shocked than ever. I turned around to face a puppy...I mean it! It was just like a sad puppy under rain. I fucking hate when he is doing that. I forced myself to not look at him. I looked at my watch and saw the time.

"I have to go get Jason from JinYi's house. I'm sorry, I won't be eating with you today.

-ok, I understand." I bid goodbye to everyone and got in my car. As I came to a red light Taehan's words hit me again.

"I'm not sure to understand but...If I had you're talent, I would have find a way to keep on dancing!

       If it was so easy life would be a damn joke. as the light turned to green, a sharp pain in my shoulder came. It was familiar. As to remind me that I shouldn't dance. I drove to JinYi's house and took Jason's home. He was unexpectedly silent. It was strange so I decided to ask him.

"Jay~ what's wrong? 

- Mom did you ever think about abandoning me?" I was so surprise by his words that I didn't realize the light was red. I stop suddenly and almost knock myself on the wheel. I looked at him in the mirror.