Andley OneShots ✔

Keep Holding On

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Andy

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"Ashley, please!"

I chased after my boyfriend of three years into the master bedroom. Ashley got pissed with me when he saw me texting Juliet on my phone. It was nothing serious. We were just talking. He hates it when I talk to her, being that she was my ex. 

"I don't care, Andy, you know how I feel when you two are around each other or whatever form of communication. "

"There's nothing going on between us," I said. Ashley looked up at me with glossy brown eyes. My heart cracked just by looking at him. I hate when he's like this..especially if I'm the cause of it. 

"..Then why did you kiss her?"

"Ashley...she-"

"You kissed back," he sobbed. "Do you even love me, Andy? do you even love what we have?" I came closer to Ashley to hold him in my arms but he pulled away. 

"Baby, I do I-"

"Get out."

"Ash..?"

"GET OUT!"

 "I'm not leaving you.."

"Well get use to it." he walked to the door but I yanked him back. Tears began to swell in my eyes, and I knew anger was in them.  "You better get use to me not going anywhere."

"Fine, I'll go." he said trying to move out of my grip. "Let go!"

"No,"

"Andy...let-"

"I said no."

"Andy if you don't let go, I will call the police." I looked at him in shock. Ashley, my little Ashy would do that to me. 

"Really?"

"Really, now please leave....or at least leave the room." I gave Ashley one last look before I left. I went to my small office where I work on songs. I sighed as I sat t my desk. My fist bangs on the table. I didn't wanna loose Ashley, he means EVERYTHING to me.  He's my other half, without him...honestly, I don't know if I wanna live this life. I stared at the pen and paper that were in front of me. I got the idea of writing a song for Ashley. He loves it when I right songs for him. I wrote songs like 'Rebel Love Song' and 'Fallen Angel'  for him. I know it's not much but it's worth a shot.

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I walked back to the bedroom after what seemed like 3 hours. The door was closed and I heard nothing putting my ear to the door. I knocked on the door. 

"Ashes?" 

"Go away.."

"Please, can I come in? I've got something for you." the door finally opened revealing Ashley now in his hello kitty pj's.  "What?" I walked passed him and sat on the bed. "Come."

"I rather stand here." I sighed. 

"Ashley please." he sighed sitting on the bed with me but kept space in between. "What do you have?"

"I wrote a song for you."

"Andy, this is not going to work this time."

"I wanna try." I held his hand bringing it to my lips and kissed it. "I don't wanna loose you....I love you too damn much." I lifted off the bed and got on my knees as I faced Ashley. I grabbed his hands as I looked into his eyes. The same eyes I fell in love with three years ago. 

"Ashley, I love you...I never meant to hurt you the way I did. I'll do anything to win your heart."

Ashley didn't say anything else but his eyes told me that he wanted me to continue. So I started to sing.

"High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life

Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?" (Hope these are the lyrics😕)

When I was done, Ashley was wiping his wet eyes. I kissed them away softy. 

"I love you." I mumbled on his lips as I kissed him. To my surprise, he kissed back. "I love you too..I don't wanna loose you either."

"And you won't." I whispered. "I'm right here and always will be." Ashley smiled. "You know, I wasn't really gonna call the police." I chuckled. 

"You had me scared baby, don't do that." we shared a small laugh. "Andy...that song.."

"You like it?"

"I loved it...but there's still gonna be more than that song to make me completely happy."

"And I'm willing to do that. It's like I said. I'm not leaving you, and your're not leaving me." I smiled. It was getting late and I join Ashley in bed and had a good night sleep. Thankfully I didn't have to sleep on the couch.