(Brad fell off stage today, he's alright though!)
@TheVampsBella: I'm sorry, I totally over reacted a few days ago. It's just, no one brings Kelly up anymore but me, mum says she has enough of me blaming myself.
@TheVampsBrad: hey Bells, it's fine I understand. It's been hard to not talk to you but I thought you needed space. And wait, you mum blames you? But it wasn't your fault, it was mine.
@TheVampsBella: Thank you for not getting all annoyed because I didn't want to talk. I really just needed some time to be with myself. And yeah, she always tells me how if I was a better friend she would of still been here because she wouldn't have to rely on a boy but on a sister instead. Loads of times that's what we called each other, sisters. And no Brad, it was her own choice.
@TheVampsBrad: I used to only be by myself, it was hard to get over, don't think I'm over it yet. And it's not your fault, I promise you that Bella, if she wanted to she would of stayed, we both knew Kelly didn't have it easy in life x
@TheVampsBella: Do you think she's mad at me for talking to you now? I don't want her to haunt me x
@TheVampsBrad: I don't think she's mad, if anything maybe she made us talk, Bella can I ask you a massive favour? x
@TheVampsBella: Well it depends on what it is really, not gonna say yes if when you tell me I'm going to say no. x
@TheVampsBrad: where is her grave? Even though it was at the church her stone isn't there. I looked many times, I never got to say goodbye Bells, I just want her to know I am sorry, I want to say bye. x
@TheVampsBella: her parents didn't want you finding it, so they had her buried at mine and her tree. We used to climb it all the time, we made little bird houses so we could watch eggs hatch and feed the chicks worms. x
@TheVampsBrad: Bells would you take me there? Please? I'm not saying right now, or this week. But eventually, will you let me say goodbye properly? If anything I owe it to her, and also to you. x
If you told me a few weeks ago that I would be considering helping him I would tell you that you are mental and need to check your facts. But now that I am getting to know him, saying goodbye is something that will help him move on? And me? Maybe that's what we all need? For him and I to be together and say one final goodbye.
I don't think her parents have visited her grave since she died. They moved away into the country side with their young boy, I know they were hoping he would forget Kelly that way. My mum keeps it nice, and sometimes I bring flowers too. But each time I feel like I'm loosing her more and more.
@TheVampsBella: Yes Brad, I'll take you there one day, maybe soon, but on one condition... x
@TheVampsBrad: anything Bella x
@TheVampsBella: after that we never mention her again, because she deserves her peace now, x
@TheVampsBrad: that I can promise you. It's a deal Bella, and I can't wait to see you, and to be finally freed from my forever guilt x
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