Transgender; brallon

2.2

brendon

a month has passed and I'm back to my regular daily schedule.

at the moment, I was trying to write a song for dallon. he really has been my rock through all this and I couldn't thank him enough.

after several more hours of coming up with lyrical content, I had it.

I smiled as I held up the paper,

"always."

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"bren, what are you wanting to show me?" dallon questioned for maybe the millionth time.

"I have a surprise for you, sit here." he sat on the bench in my backyard, a confused look on his face.

I grabbed my guitar and made my way back outside.

sitting myself on a chair, I smiled shyly.

"I wrote a song for you, you've really just helped me through so much. I just wanted to express that through music."

I took a deep breath and strummed, letting myself focus.

"When the world gets too heavy
Put it on my back
I will be your levy
You are taking me apart
Like bad glue
On a get well card

It was always you
Falling for me
Now there is always time
Calling for me
I am the light blinking at the end of the road
Blink back to let me know

I'm a fly that is trapped
In a web
But I am thinking that
My spider's dead
Lonely, lonely little life
I could kid myself
In thinking that I am fine

That I am skin and bone
Just a king and a rusty throne
Oh, the castle's under siege
But the sign outside says, "Leave me alone"

(It was always you)
Blink back to let me know
(It was always you)"

"fuck, bren." dallon said, his voice cracking a bit.

I looked up and saw he had tears in his eyes. placing my guitar down, I made my way over to him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist.

his face was planted in my neck, his breath tickling my skin.

"I love you so much, bren." his words vibrated against my skin, sending shivers down my spine.

"I love you too, dallon."

he lifted his head and smiled. he placed a kiss on my lips and I felt myself smiling through it.

the kisses started as short pecks, but then became needy and lust filled.

I pulled away from him, my breathing coming out short and fast.

"dallon, I'm ready."

he paused, his hands gripping my waist.

"what? are you sure?" his eyes held sincerity, searching to see if I was telling the truth.

"yes, I'm positive. I trust and love you, I want to feel closer to you. I know you'll take care of me."

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the next chapter is it !!!

it's gonna be the last chapter, but there will be an epilogue y'all

Love you !!!