Nine

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Dan entered the school grounds, instantly getting caught in a sworn of students all quickly walking in different directions.
Dan kept his head hung low as he walked.
Suddenly he felt somebody next to him. He looked up and his eyes met with the light blue eyes of Phil Lester.
Dan smiled.
For once in his life Dan smiled.
Phil just stared at Dan for a moment in shock.
Hey actually smiled?! Phil thought and so Phil smiled back at him.
Phil couldn't help admire dan's smile.
It was perfect.
The way his cheeks crinkled.
The way a little dimple formed in the side of his beautiful face.
He was truly perfect.
But the only problem was Dan didn't think that himself.

Dan and Phil entered class together.
They had English first.
The class where they got paired up for their project.

Dan walked over to his desk and slumped down on his seat.
He stared down at the desk watching Phil out of the corner of his eyes.
Phil slung his back under his desk but didn't sit down.
Instead he walked over to dan's desk and took the empty seat next to Him and sat down slowly.

The feeling.
That weird feeling.
Began to grow and soon it had taken over dan's emotions.
That weird feeling.
It Had took control of dan's body again.
The feeling he couldn't explain.
And it only grew bigger as Phil cutely smiled at him.

"So tonight's still on?" Phil asked sweetly.
Dan gulped.
Trying to weigh down the feeling.
But it just grew more intense.
He nodded his head slowly.
Phil giggled making dan's cheeks turn a shade of light pink.

What the fuck is happening?! Why am I blushing?! What is this feeling?! What the hell is happening?!

Then Phil fell silent and Dan remained quiet.
They just stared into each other's eyes.
Dan admired the ocean light blueness of phil's eyes.
And Phil wanted more of the chocolate brownness of dan's eyes.
Phil gulped nervously before slightly leaning forward.
There faces only inches apart. Dan froze to the spot not wanting to move.
Dan could easily smell the strong scent of mint coming from phil's heavy breath.
They both breathed heavily.

Phil stared at dan's plump pink lips.
It was as if they were inviting him in.
Phil slowly moved slightly closer making dan's heart beat speed up violently.
They were now cm's apart.
Phil's breath was tingling the back of dan's neck and Dan was staring, right into phil's light blue eyes.

Just then a loud echoing bell filled the room cutting Dan and Phil apart from each other. Dan looked away and Phil looked away in the opposite direction.

Phil awkwardly stood up and walked behind to his desk, leaving Dan confused but filled with that weird feeling.
But there was also another feeling that Dan was left with.
The feeling of need.
Lust.
Dan wanted it to happen.
And it didn't matter how many times he denied it deep down he wanted Phil to kiss him at that very moment.
But it didn't happen.
So Dan just shrugged it off.
He shrugs a lot of things off.

***
The was only one thing on Phil letters mind.
That was what happened this morning.
He was so close to kissing Dan but he was scared.
Scared that Dan maybe didn't like it.
Scared that maybe Dan didn't like Phil back in that way.
But Dan didn't push Phil off him.
Dan didn't stand up awkwardly as if to say no.
He just stayed there.
Maybe waiting for it to happen?
Maybe he wanted it?
These questions haunted phil's brain all morning.

***
Dan listened to the music which was blasting out his ears.
He walked along the White corridor which seemed to be never ending.

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